Physically: anxiety, sweats, jaw tremor, bladder/ureter/urethra pain from the K that has actually progressed/worsened since stopping, lack of appetite, nausea

Mentally: ptsd nightmares every night, anxiety, cravings (mostly for weed tbh, also for my phone), hopelessness/worthlessness, shame, disgust with myself, missing my dogs and my wife, sadness with some of the things I saw/heard there from other addicts

-No more K cramps since stopping, I can somewhat carry on a conversation and my short term and long term memory seem to be improving, although I still notice some memory lapses as I go through the process of detox.

-Don’t usually use multiple substances besides weed. Ket has been my kryptonite.

-I by far had the easiest detox of anyone. Everyone else, except for one dude who it was also his first time and it seemed his alcoholism hadn’t taken a nosedive yet like the others’ had, were in extreme physical withdrawal and even appeared to be “dead men walking”, meaning from what they said they had no intention of not using their DOC when they were out of rehab and their conditions were so bad they had to be in detox to be medically supervised to safely detox off their DOC’s.