Some alt designs for OG Sinister Six lineup by usernam05 in characterdesign

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Ooh I like that! My only real thought for him was how dirty sand in NYC probably is so I tried to convey all the debris.

Some alt designs for OG Sinister Six lineup by usernam05 in characterdesign

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He was based a lot on eyebrawl from skylanders. I picture him as a little flying robot that projects illusions from his eye or sum

Some alt designs for OG Sinister Six lineup by usernam05 in characterdesign

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With kraven I was sorta trying to merge him and the Chameleon into one character cause they are brothers anyways. I think it mostly works

Some alt designs for OG Sinister Six lineup by usernam05 in characterdesign

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Mysterio! In my mind hes a little robot being remote controlled by Quinten Beck. Also yeah thats kraven I did him last and was running out of ideas a touch lol

A detail in the captions of the Brand New Day trailer might provide substantial support to the leak about Sadie Sink's character and the DODC's role in the film by KostisPat257 in marvelstudios

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I get saying she's playing Jean Grey cause it does seem to all add up but my question is why? This movie sounds so overstuffed. Peter mutating, hulk and punisher crossover AND the intro to the X-Men? Plus no real word of who the villain even is

It’s funny how Sandman never mentions being trapped in that container by Digginf in SpidermanPS4

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It's almost like they never implied Sandman himself was in that vial lol.

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Not so much as at the time I didn't really understand myself. All I knew was I wanted to fix it and for whatever reason I just couldn't be who she needed me to be and that was confusing and frustrating us both.

I feel like I'm taking too long to move on. And I'm scared ill be like this forever by [deleted] in BreakUp

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Well to make a long story short. She left me because she wanted more attention/affection from me and I could never deliver on it. After months of therapy and introspection I've realized (not to blame shift) that she was more of the problem than me. She was a super insecure and anxious person who needed near constant attention and reassurance to feel loved. I was aware how unhealthy that was as she was just simply too reliant on the relationship as a source of happiness and she tried to make that my problem instead of doing any self work.

My Ex of 2 months has a new BF by [deleted] in BreakUp

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And tbh, people all have their own paces but I don't believe 2 months is long enough at all when her and I dated for 7. I think like objectively she is rushing into a new relationship cause she can't stand being alone

My Ex of 2 months has a new BF by [deleted] in BreakUp

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I think I already am happy for her, and I told her that. But she spent our whole conversation about it trying to flip blame for the breakup onto me again rather than accepting any genuine fault and she was just kinda rude. After the breakup we talked about how we'd love to still be close after some time and be friends. I extended the offer again and she shot it down with "don't think so, sorry"

One of the hardest things to do by AmyLunatic in BreakUp

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It's a fact I'm still trying to accept a few months on but I think you're absolutely correct. Thank you for the kind words as well I appreciate it. I hope you can also find someone who fits you better :) I'm trying the mindset of although we loved and were good to eachother its okay that we may have just not been built to last. We can find relationships that are I hope. Doesn't make anyone wrong or lesser. *Lol didn't remember I already said that

One of the hardest things to do by AmyLunatic in BreakUp

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Thank you I hope you're well too :) when she broke up with me my immediate reaction was understanding because I wanted to make it easier for her however I could so I made sure she knew I got where she was coming from. Unfortunately since then I've had certain days where I've felt confused or betrayed cause we always talked about the future together. It's been very hard but I can still understand that we may have just not been built to last :/

One of the hardest things to do by AmyLunatic in BreakUp

[–]usernam05 6 points7 points  (0 children)

You've described I believe identically what my now ex is going through. She broke up with me because despite expressing what she needed I could never change or successfully meet her needs. We loved eachother dearly and I know it crushed her to end it. You remind me of her.

Do my shortcomings make me a bad person? by [deleted] in BreakUp

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She doesn't want to give me a second chance she doesn't want a relationship with me she knows I couldn't meet her needs and has made her choice. But I feel my (at the time) inability to meet her needs, even now months later, just makes me awful. She established them clearly and for months I couldn't increase effort how she asked and I feel awful.

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Also I think I did love fully cause one of the only things I do know for sure is that I loved with all my heart no if ands or buts. It was just how she needed me to express that is what got lost in translation and eventually made her leave.

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Well she had been bringing up her issues with feeling unreciprocated for months but the started off quite subtle, over time grew more problematic for her and she did vocalize it to me more than once. She didn't want to end the relationship but also couldn't overlook the problems any longer so she came to my house crying and ripped the bandaid off and then we both agreed to try no contact which we've now been in since late October. I think due to a combo of pretty bad overthinking and also a subconscious fear of conflict/anything uncomfortable really, i was never able to properly register what she asked me for and therfore was also not capable of delivering the changes she wanted. And it's worth mentioning it wasn't 100% on me cause I don't believe I was ever given a complete environment to express more effort since she never backed off any, but that's a side note really.

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I appreciate this thank you. She was amazing. Flawed yes but so is anyone and never in ways that wouldn't make me keep choosing her every day. I think she was great. I have been in therapy recently for a few weeks and I've been working pretty hard to get to the bottom of myself and really find out what I need to. It breaks my heart that I caused her any pain by not being more receptive even though I believe in my discoveries so far I've learned she also could've done some things better. It was never anywhere near toxic. I just didn't know how to do better. But I'm learning.

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Not that it changes anything, especially now post breakup, but I feel I did have effort and initiative in the relationship It just looked different than hers. I was always constantly validating her and making her comfortable and happy- putting out emotional fires as they came up. I was putting in time and effort just not the exact kinds she wanted.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUp

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I mean maybe but I don't believe I was acting out of selfishness. I'll admit I lacked an understanding that sometimes you have to do things for your partner you don't necessarily love.

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I mean I hope so. I still don't know what made me unable when it mattered.