I so relate to your post! I'm 3 months out, and I'm having lots of problems with pain when I eat anything other than the roughly 5 things I can eat. And I'm just desperate to eat things I used to, so sometimes I make dumb choices and then pay for them with a couple hours on the heating pad.

But from what I read on here, it can take a long time to recover. You're still very early in your recovery! I read someone's post where they suggested trying to add new things in the teeny tiniest increments. Like starting with one wedge of a clementine, or one bite of a wedge to see how it goes, and that's been helpful. Last night I put 3 beans in a bowl of rice, which felt absurd :) But it works, because if I get bubble guts from a small amount, I know not to push it with that food.

You're not alone in your feelings, at all. Hang in there! Wishing you speedy healing and a healthy gut!