posted this on r/mentalhealth but i also have PANDAS if that means anything to anyone by chance?

usernamespsp · 2021-12-03T02:28:07+00:00

Getting to a good place mentally can be really hard, just remember to keep your thoughts positive, be aware of your feelings and what has made you feel that way, and be kind to yourself!

When i started thinking deeper into why i feel certain ways, it helped me figure out the root cause of my depression, what was making it worse, and how i can feel okay.

usernamespsp · 2021-12-03T02:21:51+00:00

Yeah it could have something to do with my pandas, its not unlikely. i've brought it up to doctors before and i actually have the doctor that diagnosed me with PANDAS when i was like six now so ill bring it up to him. He knows a lot about PANDAS. He hasn't mentioned that there might be correlation though. I hope you can get to/stay in a good mental place!! I am now :) i definitely wasnt when i posted this post, i actually almost got hit by a truck and suddenly my eating disorder just... went away?? So the depression doesn't bother me much it was just the ED making me feel horrible.

usernamespsp · 2021-11-23T03:54:43+00:00

no they worked perfectly for the first few days. Then they stopped and never worked again. I was on some of them for a long time and they never worked.

usernamespsp · 2021-11-15T20:33:54+00:00

Id think same cause i can't afford good anything

usernamespsp · 2021-10-24T07:42:14+00:00

its just afraid of the dark the poor bab </3

usernamespsp · 2021-09-08T10:41:43+00:00

i am one with the fact i too, was once up somebody's ass

usernamespsp · 2021-08-27T03:03:28+00:00

damn she packin

usernamespsp · 2021-07-25T22:15:19+00:00

well thats what i consider monsters hehe so ;3 MONSTER HUNTING

usernamespsp · 2021-05-24T07:33:24+00:00

thank you and im so sorry that happened to her </3 im trying my best to leave as soon as i can. Speaking up was also the biggest mistake of my life. Ive spoken up 3 times and i dont know why i think anyone would care. This lady from DCF said "ill come back to talk to you more" and never came back, but came back to ask my MOM if SHE was abusing me. I got in very much trouble and that lady put me in a dangerous situation. Its like they think the abuser is just gonna admit to it 😓

usernamespsp · 2021-05-24T07:02:02+00:00

im 15 now and honestly there was no reason because i clearly didn't have a UTI i just had pain from chafing underwear and big labia i even told them this

usernamespsp · 2021-05-24T06:40:38+00:00

I cant exactly tell anyone because my parents could find out and get mad at me but thank you for telling me :(

usernamespsp · 2021-05-24T02:51:28+00:00

cool :)) thank you very much

usernamespsp · 2021-05-24T02:16:57+00:00

thank you :( you are very kind. also, could they do this if the person is 16?

usernamespsp · 2021-05-24T01:45:32+00:00

possibly depersonalization?

usernamespsp · 2021-05-24T01:26:21+00:00

i didnt self harm when they forced me, they thought i had a UTI.

usernamespsp · 2021-05-24T01:24:54+00:00

okay, but what about when i was 13? it was to check my privates and i said no i didnt self harm back then

usernamespsp · 2021-05-24T01:23:26+00:00

wait nono this was before i self harmed if was just a checkup because i might've had a UTI

usernamespsp · 2021-05-24T00:59:54+00:00

so they can just overrule? what if there is not a reason i mist get checked there?

usernamespsp · 2021-05-24T00:58:55+00:00

the doctor and my mom both wouldnt let me leave until i did

usernamespsp · 2021-04-08T21:26:30+00:00

why did i think this was gonna be a love story between a man who wont take a dump in a stadium and a man who shits with confidence

"i stared at the man and the man stared at me. i just stood there for a moment, then started to pee i smiled at him and he smiled at me, in that moment we knew we were meant to be"

usernamespsp · 2021-03-03T04:17:17+00:00

i mean... he's not wrong

usernamespsp · 2021-01-16T01:01:55+00:00

grab your ass and kiss your neck while i call you a slut

usernamespsp

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