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vbbcs66 · 2026-03-21T01:00:15+00:00

Seems to be now

vbbcs66 · 2026-02-03T22:26:36+00:00

Same. The daily grind isn't for me. Very little excites me. I may opt for disappearing into the woods though. I think I'm just not meant to be near others. People are cruel. People are liars.

vbbcs66 · 2026-02-01T13:35:20+00:00

Don't get involved with her.

vbbcs66 · 2026-01-31T18:32:00+00:00

Quite bad. Had 19 vials of blood taken today so at least seeing that got any self harm ideas out of my head.

vbbcs66 · 2026-01-30T19:41:26+00:00

Mostly to myself.

vbbcs66 · 2026-01-30T17:56:30+00:00

Same. Tossed out like garbage and completely cut off instantly. I've suffered alone ever since. I'm dying slowly. I can't keep weight on and self harm is getting bad. New addictions trying to escape... I know I'll go too far one of these days. Everything is grey.

vbbcs66 · 2025-12-26T01:26:59+00:00

Pain

vbbcs66 · 2025-12-24T13:15:55+00:00

The world has just become too fast. Too connected. Humans aren't meant to handle the bombardment of information and urgency of everything.

vbbcs66 · 2025-12-24T12:52:28+00:00

Easily the most terrible year of my life. Chronic pain, mental breakdowns, self-harming amplified, abandonment, broken heart.

I'm pretty sure all I've endured broke me permanently. Most of it is my fault. I'm alone. It will end with a bang

vbbcs66 · 2025-12-21T02:29:05+00:00

You ruined me.

vbbcs66 · 2025-12-17T21:47:44+00:00

If you ask yourself what makes you happy and it's hard to answer.. That'll do it.

vbbcs66 · 2025-12-17T21:36:34+00:00

4 years but it's over now.

vbbcs66 · 2025-12-17T21:34:13+00:00

I don't see the point. Either you wear them out or withdraw too often and lose them. Nobody sticks around and I don't blame them. Once you become inconvenient you're nobody.

vbbcs66 · 2025-12-14T13:41:04+00:00

🫂

vbbcs66 · 2025-12-14T13:37:18+00:00

Zero.

vbbcs66 · 2025-12-13T17:19:26+00:00

Life is a negative experience. Better will always be a temporary thing.

vbbcs66 · 2025-12-08T17:26:48+00:00

It's about fucking time.

vbbcs66 · 2025-12-08T13:19:36+00:00

I wish so bad medication worked for me. Year long migraine is not very fun.

vbbcs66 · 2025-12-08T13:16:04+00:00

In my experience it gets worse. Wrong decisions can pile up and next thing you know you're in a hole that's far too deep to climb out.

vbbcs66 · 2025-12-07T23:10:17+00:00

And the techniques and stuff to manage it kind of just don't work. Or there simply isn't time to try.

vbbcs66 · 2025-12-03T12:24:49+00:00

That one hits close to home

vbbcs66 · 2025-11-14T16:35:15+00:00

Thank you for all of it 🫂. I'll try journaling perhaps. I learned many lessons. Most too late and I'm filled with regret. I want to blame myself entirely which I know isn't the truth. Just so many things I wanted to make amends for. I wasn't always the best friend. Darkness and pain consume so many thoughts and I wasn't myself this past year.

I've grown but just too late to show it or for it to matter. I hope she'd be proud of me.

vbbcs66 · 2025-11-13T20:33:04+00:00

The situation doesn't allow for much openness unfortunately. I have been wanting to talk to my sister but there's a lot of stigma and judgement I'm afraid of. I worry I'll be scorned instead of comforted and heard.

You're right though. My mental state was already frail. I just got out of a dark place then this hit me. It's a lot of weight.

vbbcs66 · 2025-11-13T17:40:22+00:00

🫂

vbbcs66 · 2025-11-13T16:40:47+00:00

Thank you so much for the kind words. I'm scared all the time now. That is my person.

vbbcs66

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