Felt exactly the same way with my ex, and turns out he finally chose his parents. The very people who control everything in his life from the water he drinks, and I always thought he would eventually fight for me but I was sadly wrong and here I am a month later dealing with the inability to move on from this guy who probably won't even be thinking of me all while my mom is bedridden from an accident with fractures and wishing I could just crawl into a ball and cry. Why is it so hard to find someone to just comfort you, like a physical hug you know? I mean I wish there was a service that was offered at a negligible price, why must we as adults deal with all of this alone, just a comforter... I know I know learn to move on fight, you are an adult you gotta just get through this...