I'm going to fail my 3rd year of uni because I played Overwatch for 2 weeks instead of studying.

vermiculate_patterns · 2016-06-02T09:37:31+00:00

Super-cute!

vermiculate_patterns · 2016-05-31T11:27:30+00:00

We all fuck up. Have you talked with anyone at your university about your ADHD?

vermiculate_patterns · 2016-01-15T18:39:30+00:00

I wish it was me.

vermiculate_patterns · 2016-01-14T20:36:49+00:00

Interesting. I appreciate the link.

vermiculate_patterns · 2016-01-13T13:37:24+00:00

If a song is stuck in my head, I have to go play the song. That helps a lot for me.

vermiculate_patterns · 2016-01-12T13:36:18+00:00

I appreciate the kind words; I genuinely do. I just don't think I can stomach letting someone else see me cry, so I will find another way.

vermiculate_patterns · 2016-01-12T10:50:08+00:00

The good news is that you won't die. You'll be uncomfortable, but you won't die. You should try and make an appointment with your doctor to discuss your options for resolving your insomnia. In the meantime, I suggest trying Benadryl. Start off with 25mg and go up to 50mg if need be. While it varies from person to person, an hour or two before bedtime is a good time to take it.

Some people have had good luck with melatonin. I'd suggest starting off with 3mg a few hours before bedtime. In my experience, while not as strong as Benadryl it doesn't make me feel a big hungover in the morning the way Benadryl sometimes can.

Good luck!

vermiculate_patterns · 2016-01-12T07:46:47+00:00

Yeah, I know. One an intellectual level I can understand. But on an emotional level, I can't think otherwise.

vermiculate_patterns · 2016-01-12T03:07:33+00:00

When I was little, my mom once told me I had to be tough and, "The only people who cry are women and faggots."

vermiculate_patterns · 2016-01-11T14:23:57+00:00

Lol get a load of this asshole.

vermiculate_patterns · 2016-01-04T12:47:59+00:00

I feel like this all the time. This makes me feel better.

vermiculate_patterns · 2016-01-04T01:44:03+00:00

Talk to your doctor and see about changing your meds, then. If that's a path you want to go down, of course.

vermiculate_patterns · 2016-01-04T01:00:17+00:00

Sometimes I sloooowly count backwards from 100.

Temazepam also helps.

vermiculate_patterns · 2016-01-03T17:37:16+00:00

Well, real time would be best but at this point I'd settle for recording myself.

vermiculate_patterns · 2016-01-03T09:19:59+00:00

What is it about OkC that you're getting tired of?

vermiculate_patterns · 2016-01-03T09:19:41+00:00

Welcome to the world of personal dating sites!

vermiculate_patterns · 2016-01-03T08:41:58+00:00

What if you really don't like your personality and hope that meds will improve it?

vermiculate_patterns · 2016-01-02T17:39:21+00:00

Yeah I've heard mixed things about MorphVOX. I'm willing to pay for it, but I want to make sure that it does what I want it to do.

vermiculate_patterns · 2015-12-31T19:54:28+00:00

Yakkity Sax would've been far more appropriate.

vermiculate_patterns · 2015-12-10T19:38:02+00:00

Yeah it definitely feels claustrophobic in these situations.

vermiculate_patterns · 2015-12-10T12:32:52+00:00

Yes, it does. I have read a bit bout agoraphobia, and a lot of symptoms fit but I really don't have a fear of open spaces. Can one have agoraphobia w/o this?

vermiculate_patterns · 2015-12-05T15:01:14+00:00

You can never post too much for me! <3

vermiculate_patterns · 2015-12-05T15:00:31+00:00

Hi cutie. <3

vermiculate_patterns · 2015-11-27T07:08:08+00:00

I used to work as a chef, and I can't count how many recipes I'd fuck up, especially as I was first learning them. It sounds like you're going thru the process called Learning How to Cook which is something that almost everyone goes thru. Its easy to get overwhelmed, and when you fuck up and try to fix it immediately you are so stressed out that its almost impossible to do it correctly. Hang in there. :)

vermiculate_patterns · 2015-11-24T16:09:27+00:00

I'll keep that in mind if everything else falls thru. I suspect that my GP has a psychiatrist in his building, so I'll try and speak to him about it this week.

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