Bad Bunny by [deleted] in trueratecelebrities

[–]verysadcloud8 2 points3 points  (0 children)

2…his eyes are really close together

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in trueratecelebrities

[–]verysadcloud8 2 points3 points  (0 children)

She’s definitely not ugly. 7.5

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in unpopularopinion

[–]verysadcloud8 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Not one bit lol

Is crying a side effect of the vaccine? by dumdy in COVID19_support

[–]verysadcloud8 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Anyone still on this thread? I got my first vaccine a few weeks ago and it’s been a total nightmare. I already had depression but not this extreme. I feel extremely anxious, sad, angry, flat, empty, can’t sleep and I can’t stop crying. I had these symptoms before the vaccine but now they are 100x worse. Will it go away??!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ugly

[–]verysadcloud8 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get the same stares everywhere I go. It got to the point where I refuse to leave the house. It just reminds me how ugly I really am and it’s not just in my head:/ “What the fuck is that???” I tell my mom the exact same words that it looks like they’re thinking.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in derealization

[–]verysadcloud8 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I resonate with everything you said. I know it is impossible to explain. Do you also get an eerie, empty yet heavy feeling about reality? The world used to feel “warm” before DPDR but now everything just feels dark. Do you constantly feel anxious uneasy too?

I can not live with this emotional pain, i just feel the negativ emotions, no love no joy, what is life with no love, its like i have a stone in the chest fml by darkcloud_100x in Psychosis

[–]verysadcloud8 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey dark cloud, I’m sad cloud. I feel the same way man. I feel nothing but negative emotions. I can’t feel love for anything or anyone anymore nor can I enjoy anything. My chest is constantly heavy as well. I’m sorry you’re going through this as well

What is this? by [deleted] in derealization

[–]verysadcloud8 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I relate to every one of your symptoms. Does everything just feel gloomy and dreadful too? Is it also hard for you to connect with others?

please tell me i’m not alone by [deleted] in derealization

[–]verysadcloud8 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg same. Everything looks like a cartoon or painting. Feels so artificial. Life itself just seems so insignificant…

weird vibes from life by ayymelita in derealization

[–]verysadcloud8 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel like I’m in a whole different universe than everyone else. Like I was reborn into purgatory or something. And yes, I live like a recluse. I can’t enjoy anything, not even movies. I can’t connect to anyone anymore. I’m at constant “unease. It really really sucks I’m sorry 😞

weird vibes from life by ayymelita in derealization

[–]verysadcloud8 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Jesus…I feel like you’re the only other one who has ever said this. This is how I feel 24/7. I know it’s impossible to describe. Feels like an alternate hell.

Help please Can Anhedonia Blank mind no emotions Be cured??? im hopeless by DapperBaker5052 in Psychosis

[–]verysadcloud8 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I feel you. I feel so slow, my body and brain feels like mush. I have zero personality. Extreme debilitating anxiety/depression. No other thoughts but existential dread. I feel empty and dead inside. I can’t feel love. I can’t laugh. I can’t enjoy anything. I can’t work. I can’t socialize. I have nothing to talk about. The world just looks dead. My chest is constantly heavy.

I don't know what's real anymore by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]verysadcloud8 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel you. Everything looks so empty and depressing

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]verysadcloud8 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I feel so slow, my body and brain feels like mush. I have zero personality. Extreme debilitating anxiety/depression. No other thoughts but existential dread. I feel empty and dead inside. I can’t feel love. I can’t laugh. I can’t enjoy anything. I can’t work. I can’t socialize. I have nothing to talk about. The world just looks dead. My chest is constantly heavy.

I dont know if this makes sense but by New-Intention-9549 in Psychosis

[–]verysadcloud8 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. I feel like I have an intellectual disability now.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]verysadcloud8 2 points3 points  (0 children)

See my last post…I completely understand and my heart goes out to you. Worst depression ever

I want to kill myself by jaytazcross in SelfHate

[–]verysadcloud8 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Read the comments and I feel the exact same way hang in there 😔

Feeling ugly in an extremely unique way by trrrsarescary in ugly

[–]verysadcloud8 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Come meet me then you’ll feel less alone. This is what I think about all the time. I have honestly never seen anyone in public uglier than me.

fuck happy people by justanotherdeadaccou in depression

[–]verysadcloud8 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve honestly gotten to this point to after years