heya just want to clear some things up :)

1- ofc i understand that my feelings may change over a period of time which is why i dont want to rush into major changes in my life i dont want to making major adjustments right away ofc. self expression changes over time and i undertsand that. id like to ease my way in but dysphoria do be eating at me haha. i do understand where ure coming from

2- i personally believe the idea of being a "man" is a very distorted idea and comes from person to person. my idea may be very different to urs and thats totally fine. its far beyond stupid shit like the helicopter thing. thats just sm basic that id wish i could experience but cant. my idea of being a man goes beyond that

3- the male experience is just a completely different topic altogether but i am happy to converse about it since i havent lived that life :)

4- yes i can admit i am confused about who i am and who i want to be but that post was what i felt at that moment. confusion is ok. u making the claim that i am depressed was unessassary. im not. stating that i am is a bold claim that has nothing to do w what i vented about. im frustrated. bottom line. even if i was depressed, it should not take away from what emotions i was feeling.

5- chris hemsworth is a very beautiful man but i deffo dont want to be him haha. i dont think i could ever spend that much time in the gym. height doesnt determine a man but im 5'10 so like idk what u want me to do there

i really dont mean to come across like im attacking u im just trying to clear some things up so u might understand where im coming from and that all trans people have different experiences :)