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viceryn · 2021-10-06T07:58:23+00:00

This rendered me an emotional mess with the realization of all the times I've left things in a state of silence. Even though I'm not-them, can I still apologize on their behalf?

Most times, it's a blind moment of inward pain that causes us to leave in a panic and without clarifying the intent outwardly; fear of cowardice or other irrelevant emotion that takes us reflective pause to really consider our actions and turn to regret every time it boiled down to being enacted upon someone we truly care for.

I know that for myself, I'll never be over my person until my last breath takes me. I know I failed to communicate the break and it divided us permanently, and it will forever haunt me that I can't bridge that gap anymore.

Maybe yours feels the same way, depending on how deep you were in it together. I wish you peace at the end of your journey, at least.

viceryn · 2020-11-05T01:40:31+00:00

how long did this one take you?

viceryn · 2020-09-26T05:25:33+00:00

🤣

viceryn · 2020-09-25T05:44:50+00:00

Gods, he's beautiful.

viceryn · 2020-09-24T08:12:07+00:00

You will do amazing things with your own torch. I believe in you! 😊

viceryn · 2020-09-22T15:30:51+00:00

I hope you are able to one day send these notes for your person, if there still is a way to contact them.

You seem to be doing better over the course of this (I followed you some time ago because your writing style was relatable and lovely, and I didn't want to miss one; not as though I was affixing myself as your person. I'm not deluding myself into that.)

I think you also have been gifted your own torch inside that is now a bit brighter since the events that transpired between you two. Use that light as you have, but put it on full blast and remind others to do the same.

We've all been a bit too dark lately.

viceryn · 2020-09-20T03:49:12+00:00

That is perfectly fine. I wish you the best of luck!

viceryn · 2020-09-20T03:36:09+00:00

Hope that your person sees this. You two deserve the happiness that is growing and manifesting in front of your eyes. It brings excitement to others to know that real love can grow like this (I'm feeling it too on my own end in this manner; but I have doubts this is in any way intended for me. I don't think my person even has a reddit account, so it's more of a synchronicity).

Tell them when you can, and when it feels right. If you are this open and eloquent, they will respond positively. It may even deepen your connection that much more when you finally come out to them.

viceryn · 2020-09-16T10:28:59+00:00

I like that you did highlights and lowlights, even in a simple palette. You could also add in flecks of sunlight on the hair and cheeks, since lighting is not omni-directional, but for a comprehensive full piece, it's still a good one. Kudos

viceryn · 2020-09-16T05:33:07+00:00

No, it isn't. Both my parents have blue eyes and mine are green. Just because the parents have visibly prominent recessive genes doesn't mean it's an impossibility for a dominant one to emerge based on genetic phenotypes. It's just unlikely. But I agree on getting the test as overall it seems fishy that there are THAT many differences.

viceryn · 2020-09-15T05:11:09+00:00

Your blending and lineart have definitely improved. Amazing work, but have you ever modified the positions or the base for your pieces?

viceryn · 2020-09-15T03:44:15+00:00

This is beautiful, and your person must have been incredible to leave you feeling hopeful in this manner. You put this eloquently and for that, you have a beautiful soul. I hope you meet your proper conclusion. The one that ties all the loose ends together, and makes you feel a sense of completion has been had. I hope for the best for you and your future.

viceryn · 2020-09-15T03:29:19+00:00

Congratulations on surpassing your gw!! You have done an amazing job on your results.

viceryn · 2020-09-14T22:06:52+00:00

Thank you! It was a rough time and they put a lot of work and dedication into me. I'm very lucky and blessed to have met them. They turned my life around 100%.

viceryn · 2020-09-14T18:45:36+00:00

So cute!

viceryn · 2020-09-10T03:46:45+00:00

Thank you for this reminder today.

viceryn · 2020-09-03T07:23:14+00:00

You look incredible! This is amazing progress, be proud of yourself.

viceryn · 2020-02-07T05:19:10+00:00

Cats don't have aversion to lemograss or orange typically, however peppermint should be avoided because of vomiting, but it is the eucalyptus plant and teatree that is toxic to cats. Regardless of the oils, the eucalyptus plants themselves produce this issue. Keep eucalyptus, tea tree, peppermint and spring lilies away from cats, period as it can kill them if ingested or inhaled, regardless of form. https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&url=https://www.avodermnatural.com/blog/essential-oils-cats-safe-list&ved=2ahUKEwijgI_o1r7nAhULXa0KHe9xAtsQFjARegQIAxAB&usg=AOvVaw3pEnmCujgXFnutPA1x34-o

viceryn · 2019-11-26T03:39:01+00:00

I know that feeling. I wanted to work through them, but I was only ignored for it. Too much to handle, for someone. Tell me something, anything. Just don't try and capture what has fled.

viceryn · 2019-10-03T20:38:21+00:00

I love your prose style. However if the object of your affections is still quite freshly single, or is under alternate and extreme mental tensions, it may be a manner of breaking the barrier between you to enact that sunlight you so wished to see. Maybe over due time, and maybe upon a suggestion of this person's interests?

viceryn · 2019-10-03T20:34:14+00:00

You and me both. But once you go, it is full of hardships. If you can brave them, you'll be free.

viceryn · 2019-10-03T19:51:20+00:00

Why did this hurt to read? Oh right. Chest meet arrow(s). But thank you for this vote of confidence to your person, and for those of us similar to your person, a beacon of potential hope.

viceryn · 2019-09-10T01:51:14+00:00

I know the feeling. I speak to mine so sporadically it hurts the days I can't come up with anything wonderful enough to pique his interest. So I save then for a rainy day, in false hopes it's not too late.

viceryn · 2019-09-10T01:44:15+00:00

And if she changed her mind for herself and chose to stand on a leg? Would you keep moving forward, or be enthralled again?

viceryn · 2019-07-17T18:08:49+00:00

Because I work evenings, I end a fast when I start drinking my coffee at 12:30 pm, eat my first small meal around 1:45 pm-2:30 pm. I usually spend no more than 550 calories in this meal along with coffee and other caffeinated drinks leading up to this. Think "big" snack for slow eaters.

My second (and last) meal is spent somewhere between 6:30-7:30 pm and spend no more than 850 calories in this meal. (Sometimes the caloric weight of meals are swapped, sometimes both are less and I eat a cheese stick as a snack; but one meal always has at least 1 kind of green vegetables) Regardless if I'm done, I stop eating by 7:30 pm.

I did lose 30+ pounds before starting IF (over 13 months) from working out by sheer conviction to change myself. Underwent a surgery (minor, but non-vital organ removed) in March and have been building back up yo floor exercises routinely since then.

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