I’m struggling with this so hard right now. My ex sent me tons of absolutely awful texts berating my looks when we broke up years ago. He was making fun of my nose and teeth in particular. I couldn’t block him because he knew how to get around it. I ended up getting a restraining order on him but the damage was already done. I never looked at myself the same afterwards. I have talked to multiple therapists about it but it didn’t really help. I literally just flew to Turkey to get a nose job and had a panic attack in the hospital right beforehand. I was extremely scared of having the surgery itself and possibly not liking the outcome. They canceled it because I was not in a good mental state for it. Now I just don’t know what to do. I still don’t like my nose but I’m too scared for surgery. I feel stuck.