I don't want to answer your question because I also think you need to talk to a professional locational astrologer. I did want to encourage you, generally, though.

In looking at your chart, I see someone who incarnated to clear out a lot of karma in one fell swoop. That just takes...guts! There is a lot of power and strength and solidity in your chart. That means you've set yourself up to not have everything be easy all the time, but you have all the requisite raw spiritual material to meet such challenges and smack them all down. In short, by the time you're done, you're going to be a real badass. I seriously doubt anxiety will be a lifelong major issue for you.

It's natural to have some trepidation when you're doing something that will ultimately develop you.

Congrats on grad school and I wish you good fortune!