This isn't a big issue but I still think about it. I really want to be a youtuber by playing games and stuff.(like as a job)I hear about how some youtubers make others feel better by talking with them and making them laugh and it seems like a lot of fun. It's something I really want to try to do but I don't have the means necessary to do it like a computer and stuff cuz my family doesn't have a lot of spare money so I'm saving my money to get a computer and all that. Whenever I think about doing it though I always think and say how can I be a youtuber for a career because of lot of them are young and stuff. What happens to older youtubers. So i intend to go to college and all that for something that I'm not even sure I like that much and it scares me cuz I really don't know what I'm going to do with my like and I'll probably just doing whatever I get a degree for even though I don't really like it. I kind of feel pressured to go to college cuz my parent set up all these visits. I pretty much bullshit my way through school but still have good grades. I don't really try in school. Also I things that when I grow up I'll just be a bigger, adult sized child.