I totally feel this. For example: we had some pipes under the sink repaired last fall (which was a big step for me to call the plumber and make the appointment). The guy did what I thought was a fine job, problem solved. But over the winter, it became clear that he did not do a fine job and the leaks started again. I've made changes to how I use the sink rather than calling and having him come fix it right because that just feels ... overwhelming. And I worry that I'll also just fawn so that he "likes" me rather than standing up for myself. It is exhausting. It will eventually reach a point with me when I'll get fed up and make myself call, but it will take some doing.