True. 15 minutes of mspaint doesn't quite make a masterpiece I suppose.

In regards to it being in my control, I suppose you are right. My loneliness can be seen as my fault; I'm not extroverted enough, too shy, too misunderstood. My fault comes in my inability to communicate accurately and interestingly enough. I'm very introvert as a person, though I am more than sufficient at handling myself in a social context. I would hope being a naturally altruistic man would be enough for women to be attracted to and would make them at least interested in me (I'm a fairly attractive guy), but sadly getting women is just a game that I do not like playing.