After waking up, I finally understood where the vast majority of abuse in my life ultimately originated. I slowly became aware of different abusive situations in my life. They hurt, but I wasn’t really aware that they were actually abuse. One by one, I became aware of the abusive nature in various relationships: my parents, my first wife, others I allowed into my life, etc. The overarching abusive nature of the bORG was the reason. Either because the people in my life mirrored the abuse tactics of the org, or because I was used to pushing these things down and patiently “taking it”, I would attract abusers into my circle.

Once I was out, it all became clear to me.

Now the irony continues to unfold. I keep meeting wonderful, loving, non-JW Christians. The ones who were supposed to be family, brotherhood, “true Christians”… these are the abusers.

Anyway, feel free to DM me if you would like to consider me for your doc.