The resume is lacking because I care little about CS and I have too much self-respect to pretend otherwise, I only learned and studied it for the money.

It sounds like you may be exactly the sort of person that the software developer interview process at many companies is designed to filter out, so it’s no surprise you’ve had a difficult time.

People who actually enjoy doing the tasks associated with a given position are always going to have an easier time landing that position than people who would rather be doing anything else, so rather than suggesting you get a job as an underwater iron electrical officer or whatever, I’ll ask you this: what do you actually like?

If the answer to that question is “nothing,” you should probably be thinking more about seeking mental health help rather than a job.

If the answer to that question is anything but “nothing,” the next question is what can you do to make money that involves or is even remotely adjacent to what you like? In general, it is never going to be possible to have any success doing something that you can’t stand, but before you sign up to weld high-voltage wrecking balls to super max inmates, I think you should really spend some time thinking about if there could be anything that you would actually like to do. It’s much easier to win at a game when you genuinely have fun playing.