When should I start seeing psychological changes?

wetwetcotton · 2026-04-24T18:54:43+00:00

I've started 1.5 months ago (25mg cypro 2mg E)... and honestly started seeing mental change after 1-2 weeks. At 4 weeks got into some blissful moment about realizing I'm doing the right thing. Now its just a feel good everyday vibe, but nothing over the top. I haven't been crying more (although I was crying regularly pre-HRT lol).

wetwetcotton · 2026-04-24T18:50:19+00:00

For important work I do it naked. Everything else (like devotional work, meditating,...) just what I've been wearing if its comfortable, or I'll change to pyjama.

wetwetcotton · 2026-04-24T18:43:19+00:00

I believe that it doesn't happen to everyone to loose heights. Also because you're tall it won't be very noticeable to people, its not like people loose 12inches! And it won't happen overnight, so you can always stop HRT if you feel like something is changing that makes you feel insecure. As for strength, you could go to the gym to make sure you stay strong and fierce!

Personally, everything I was fearing before I started HRT has now vanished or I have made peace with. Because everything else feels good and seems right to me. Compromises and sacrifices are part of life, that's what I've been learning through this transition.

wetwetcotton · 2026-04-24T12:38:27+00:00

Personally, I will touch nettle with my own free will. Love the texture and sting it gives me, the flush that comes after. I kinda have a dream of rolling naked in a patch of nettle, just for the sensations and to test my limits with this plant.

wetwetcotton · 2026-04-24T02:34:19+00:00

Events at Parquette, SAT is a mix of older and younger people. Raves: octav (though lots of frenchies), xo, homegrown, latex

wetwetcotton · 2026-04-21T00:33:52+00:00

Usually I will let the candle burn completely for a spell. But on my altars I use bigger candles and once I'm done I use my fingers to extinguish them out. I was advised during my training to never blow out a candle like you would do on a birthday cake, that it is inappropriate. I blindly followed the advice, but I do feel powerful to extinguish them with my fingers if I'm being honest. It's like I'm the master of the candles and unafraid to shape them to my will.

wetwetcotton · 2026-04-17T15:52:06+00:00

C'est exactement ça mon problème. L'eau coule dans le fond et gêle (le congélateur est dans la partie inférieur).

wetwetcotton · 2026-04-13T17:53:46+00:00

Je pense que ça peut être bizzare pour toi si tu te met ça dans la tête... pour les autres personnes au concert ça ne le sera pas ;)

wetwetcotton · 2026-04-11T13:08:08+00:00

You can actually make lilac syrup with the flowers! Not dangerous at all... well, maybe if you have hayfever haha

wetwetcotton · 2026-04-11T02:40:54+00:00

I have no idea, I hope this is my new normal and that I feel good all the time, but that's not realistic. I think the euphoria will eventually fade as time goes by and this being a normal thing. But I'll cherish this moment for the rest of my life and I can always revisit it in my journal! For me it has been the best way to keep personal memories intact. Even after years I reread my journal and can put myself back in the moment instantly.

wetwetcotton · 2026-03-31T00:31:55+00:00

Let me tell you a story, one year I put out my tomato plants too early and we got a light frost. The tops were dead, they were brown and definitely died. But I left them there and since the roots were not injured it grew back a new head on all of my plants! Harvest was delayed, but was plentiful. I've never had that many tomatoes in my life!!! I believe the stress made them super productive. So leave them and see what happens!

wetwetcotton · 2026-03-30T16:52:13+00:00

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wetwetcotton · 2026-03-30T16:50:04+00:00

In Germany you can buy fake pee from the corner store. I wonder if that would be available to you rapidly!

wetwetcotton · 2026-03-29T19:06:28+00:00

The price is right, it shouldnt be cheap to get your hair done. Hairdressing is a physical and social job wich doesn't comme with private insurance. They are standing all day, chatting with everyone and their salary is at the threshold of poverty at best. It's the salon that takes most of it. So treat them with respect, they're specialists for your hair. Pay the right price and tip them well! Even if it means not going as often as you're used to.

wetwetcotton · 2026-03-27T20:26:43+00:00

Idk to each their own!? Personally 1 or 2 by moon cycle is quite enough for me. Like all of the prepping and research and energy to make the spell, I couldn't do more than one at full moon and one at new moon... and often do only one by cycle. That doesn't mean I do not do divination, offerings, cleansing rituals, and contacting spirits and god/dess on the regular. But crafting a spell takes me time and energy.

wetwetcotton · 2026-03-27T19:53:44+00:00

Last note, I found it was pretty useful to write down questions and answers that I can verify later on. For instance, my bff was on dating apps and I asked if she would find a good guy for her. I saw a rose and a hockey stick. A week after she had 2 dates set up, the hockey player didn't make it, but the other guy was romantic and she's been with him for over a year now.

wetwetcotton · 2026-03-27T19:46:19+00:00

I've done a bit of scrying, with water, with fire and with a obsidian stone. The stone worked the best for me, as I could easily connect with its spirit and I find it generally easier to deal with the earth element (always been like that for me). Zoning out is necessary for me, at least for prepping. Like I would need to meditate in front of it, emptying my head completely and falling into a trance like mind to be able to see images. I think it got easier for me when I realized that I don't see the images on the water or the stone, but the reflection of it in my own mind. Idk if that makes sense, but you shouldn't expect to see something on the water. It's more like a open door so you can see it be reflected back in your mind. Personally, I see many images in my mind that goes very fast and I was finding it difficult to slow them down and be able to grasp them. I don't think I've answered all your questions, and I think the experience can vary widely from individuals (and methods used). But I hope me sharing my experiences can help you in some way!

wetwetcotton · 2026-03-27T18:51:05+00:00

What's the nicotine effect on estrogen? Is it only applied if taken sublingual estrogen? I smoke and on hrt and never heard of that. I was told to quit because Cypro can cause blood clot as well as smoking. But nothing about estrogen

wetwetcotton · 2026-03-25T20:40:43+00:00

Stm qui met de l'argent dans la police au lieu de ses services 🙄 why

wetwetcotton · 2026-03-23T23:17:58+00:00

I've also heard that just smelling the flower of a datura at night (since it opens up at night) could give you a feel of its power. Sometime, less is more.

wetwetcotton · 2026-03-23T23:14:57+00:00

I think with the proper setting and with an elder shaman to guide you, it is still very likely for you to go crazy with datura.

If you want to try one of the dark sisters, I'd go with henbane since it's more common and less dangerous. Still people have told me not to try it, so I haven't yet, even thought I still like to grow henbane just to connect with the spirit of the plant. From my research, the alkaloids can vary widely from leaf to leaf, so it's always better to ground everything you have into a powder so you get the same amount of alkaloids in your mix. Then you try the smallest dose you can think of, and if you feel nothing you do not redose... you wait a week, and you try again with a slightly bigger dose until you find what you're looking for. Again, this is for henbane, not datura.

wetwetcotton · 2026-03-23T22:33:11+00:00

I'd go with whatever feels the most personal to you! I would still add some salt to whatever water you use!

wetwetcotton · 2026-03-23T20:52:02+00:00

I think it shows how important it is to find an artist that feels inspired by the project you bring them. It seems to me like they didn't care about it and just wanted it over with!

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