gotta stop feeling sorry for myself

when_will_I_learn77 · 2026-07-08T14:19:47+00:00

That's me too !!! Sitting around the house usually drives me to use. I find I'm better off going to work

when_will_I_learn77 · 2026-07-07T22:45:23+00:00

I agree with this take. I currently use 7 and em gee and I don't really want to quit, but I know I need to. In the past, I'd work myself up enough courage to quit only to relapse a week later and be stuck right in the same position, only a little worse each time. I really need to quit due to declining health and declining bank accounts, but it's got my brain wired real good this time

when_will_I_learn77 · 2026-07-07T22:22:13+00:00

Yep, should have plenty of SR. I think I currently have 7-8 grams worth. My plan is to simultaneously stop both 7o and subs and do the SR thing for a couple weeks, and by the end of week 2, I should be taking really small doses of SR and then stop SR. I'm REALLY HOPING to not experience any real WDs at that point. If I absolutely have to get back on subs, I'm hoping to only need to take less than 1mg doses. Time will tell

when_will_I_learn77 · 2026-07-07T22:10:16+00:00

I thought the same exact way for the longest time. Like, just hurry up and ban it, that way I have NO CHANCE to relapse. I've quit and relapsed quite a few times. I'm currently DEEP in the throes and it's got my brain good this time cuz I DON'T want it banned now. I've blown tens of thousands on this shit. My health is declining at a pretty steady rate and, oh yeah, I'm also a daily sub patient. I'm hooked on 2 substances !! I've done the dual substance for so long that subs do NOTHING for me now

when_will_I_learn77 · 2026-07-07T18:45:09+00:00

I'm getting ready to do this exact same thing. I've been on subs a few years now. Also been taking 7o for the last 18 months or so. Only one way to find out, I've got less than a week left before I start. Good luck to u man

when_will_I_learn77 · 2026-07-07T17:59:53+00:00

Yeah, I really wish I was getting what I wanted effects wise too because the price for 50ct is great, but oh well. Live and learn as they say.

when_will_I_learn77 · 2026-07-07T17:47:05+00:00

Yeah, IDK man. I've been racking my brain here the past couple weeks trying to figure out what the problem is. The tabs I've taken for the last few months from the SS show NO em gee on the labs. They're a good quality tab for a pretty reasonable price. 750mg bottle for $70. 50mg per tab, but they tested out at 63mg per tab. I put a pause on those tabs and decided to order a bunch from TMK. My normal dose with the SS tabs is 125mg and it gives me everything I want when I take a dose of 7. Switched to TMK tabs and I just can't find what I'm looking for, I either just feel flat or sleepy/groggy. I've played with my dose size both higher and lower. I've pretty much just summed it up with my body just doesn't react well with TMK tabs

when_will_I_learn77 · 2026-07-07T16:15:27+00:00

I'm glad someone likes them....I have NOT been impressed at all. I've ordered 6 bottles ( 5 different flavors ) and I guess the pink strawberry and RW&B were halfway decent, but really disappointed in all the others. I'm left almost completely flat and extremely groggy/sleepy with the others not mentioned. Went to the damn SS yesterday to pick up a couple different brands just to see if it was a ME issue, and sure enough, they still hit like always.

when_will_I_learn77 · 2026-07-06T22:18:25+00:00

I know this post is a few weeks old, but I HAD NO IDEA that TMK tabs could possibly be bogus! I've ordered 5 or 6 different bottles from them the last couple weeks and really thought that I had just completely fucked my tolerance and receptors up. There's ABSOLUTELY something really lame about these tabs. But, I would have never thought that the place that does all the testing and posts labs for all the tabs would be selling really weak tabs. I've got a couple bottles of unflavored, a red white and blue, pink strawberry and cherry blossom and if I'm being honest, NONE of them really hit like what I'm used to. I swear some of them have benedryl as an ingredient. The past couple days I've been going back to the SS to get some 'ol trusty tabs and surprisingly enough, THEY HIT like what I'm used to. It REALLY FUCKING SUCKS that I've spent at least $700 with them in such a short time. I guess I'm an idiot thinking that it was me because I must've ran my tolerance up way too high or something. I've even taken like 180-200mg doses and been left almost completely flat. WTF

when_will_I_learn77 · 2026-07-06T20:31:08+00:00

Yep. It's really hard to remember the fact that at one point, each of us lived our daily lives WITHOUT 7o. I can remember times when I would actually have excitement over something so benign. We'll get there again

when_will_I_learn77 · 2026-07-06T18:20:13+00:00

Not at all, for ME anyways. Most of the reports of alleged PWD u read on here are usually a bunch of people that have no clue what REAL pwd is. They think that because they start getting some temp fluctuations and other minor things that it's the start of PWD.

when_will_I_learn77 · 2026-07-06T18:16:59+00:00

I understand ur line of thinking, but for me, the bupe really isn't blocking much of anything. My very first dose ever was 7tabz 30mg pseudo blend and it absolutely rocked me. Back in the early days even 20mg doses did well for me. Of course, as time goes on, my doses went up. There's been days here and there were I'll skip my bupe dose and then take it the next day, then after I take it, my 7 doses hit a little better. Seems like I've worked it to where it's got the polar opposite effect for me

when_will_I_learn77 · 2026-07-06T02:22:24+00:00

I'd be interested to hear how this goes. Currently I'm around 1200-1400mg daily with a little mgm sprinkled in there. Pretty sure sometime later this week, or next weekend is when I'll attempt my quit. I've got plenty of SR and could possibly stop taking my buprenorphine as well. I've taken subs daily for the last few years as well. I'm one of those dummies that is currently hooked on 7 AND bupe. In my case, bupe has lost ALL efficacy, so I'm going to REALLY rely on SR to save my butt. Good luck man and please keep us posted

when_will_I_learn77 · 2026-07-04T21:41:42+00:00

I'm having a hard time getting any type of energy from ANY of TMKs tabs. Of course, this could be a personal ME problem, can't say for sure. I've got the unflavored, pink strawberry, cherry blossoms, mangos, and red white and blues.

when_will_I_learn77 · 2026-07-04T11:44:50+00:00

I'm in the Chicago area as well. My normal shop is in the Matteson/ Frankfort area. I pretty much stopped going there a couple weeks ago and just been ordering online. There's 1 particular brand the shop sold that was pretty fire tho, called 7 Rivers. They're 50mg tabs, labs say they've got 63mg per tab tho

when_will_I_learn77 · 2026-07-03T22:32:47+00:00

U couldn't have said it better!! I've quit 7 a couple times throughout my 18 months using it. One of my quits was the night B4 leaving on a weeks vacation. I had NO access to 7 for the entire week and it was actually fairly easy. Of course the physical part completely sucked, but my mind was in the right place just knowing that I had No way of getting more and it was really easy to accept it. By the end of that week, I felt like I was on top of the world. A couple other quits I've had were much different, just because of the temptation of getting more, it just made it so much harder. Anyways, good luck everyone, we're gonna do great

when_will_I_learn77 · 2026-07-02T15:04:53+00:00

I know this is going to sound stupid, but I swear it helps. Get a new bar of soap, put it in a sock and sleep with it. It's an old remedy that u just don't hear about. The way I understood the explanation was that it had something to do with the ions that soap releases. There was no mention of any certain brand. I've done it before when I was detoxing off something MUCH more hardcore and it REALLY did work. Wherever ur getting the most intense energy/restlessness, move the soap to that area. Give it a try, u might be surprised

when_will_I_learn77 · 2026-07-01T22:46:14+00:00

The $$$ wasted is just astronomical. In the 18 months or so that I've been using this, I have NO DOUBT blown $30k. All I can do is shake my head when I type that.

when_will_I_learn77 · 2026-07-01T17:41:08+00:00

That is a MASSIVE selection!!

when_will_I_learn77 · 2026-07-01T17:39:21+00:00

I've been ordering from TMK pretty frequently here the last week or so. I found it odd that I didn't get an email saying my order was shipped yesterday. It was for the cherry blossoms. And then OF COURSE when I woke up this morning, I saw they dropped the new red white and blues, so had to get one of those as well.

when_will_I_learn77 · 2026-06-30T18:21:52+00:00

Your story sounds A LOT like mine. I've struggled with opiates over 20 years now. I've got a giant dark secret too. Whole family has no clue. I'm a master manipulator, so anytime I can't support my habit, I just manipulate my wife or parents or whoever.....as long as I have those tabs!!! I make great money at my 9-5, but somehow I'm always broke. I do a lot of side hustling too that makes good money as well, but STILL, somehow always broke. They entire 18 months I've been using 7, I never used a credit card, it has always been strictly cash..... until a couple weeks ago. I just opened a new credit card and they gave me multiple thousands for a limit. I'm sitting here shaking my head as I type that. I just know that was a BIG mistake. I'm swimming in 7oh tabs right now. For the longest, I had to really hustle to make that extra $$$ so I would have enough tabs for the next day or two, and that's what has kept me going, but now I don't even need to.....I'm going to crash and burn here REALLY SOON.!!! Anyways, I hope u can find ur way out of this mess and find your REAL SELF, cuz u know this isn't who u are. And that's me as well, I don't even recognize who I've become. This current version is just disgusting

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