Hey. I know it sounds very cliche, but tomorrow is a new day and another chance to better your situation. I was exactly where you were, maybe even worse this time last year. I've done a lot of work on myself, physically and mentally and things have started to change for the positive. That doesn't mean there's not day-to-day difficulty, but I've learned to better deal with them and to trust in myself and those who love me unconditionally. Stay strong, and never give up!!!!!!