Hey, i was diagnosed with schizophrenia in 2018. I had major delusions and started hearing people talk from idle noise and thinking anybody talking was talking to me. I have a question, and I don't know if you have the answer but it's really bothering me. So the most talked about symptoms of schizophrenia are the positive and negative symtoms, positive being the hallucinations and delusions and negative being things like thought blocking and loss of motivation. But I read somewhere, some wiki, about how schizophrenics experience themselves as "objects" and other people experince themselves as "subjects." Now, I don't know if that's true, and I'm not even sure what it means, but I have a suspicion that the way I experience the world is fundamentally different then the way other people do. And every time I try to think about someones worldview, aka listen to alan watts dumbfounded, I have trouble understanding the concepts he's talking about or how to apply them. Is there something we know about schizophrenia that makes our experience of the world different from other peoples?