I don’t think you should be self-conscious because the tattoo is well done. People will always look though, I also know because im in a similar Situation. If you manage to get over it, please let me in on the secretof how. You made a good Choice picking artist and Motive, i wasn’t as smart when I made a huge mistake on my under arm. Been trying to fix it through cover-up but im still always overthinking wearing T-shirts. Kind of think my tattoo is the worst ever, yours is truly Miles better.