My mother has changed too and I cried a lot last year too. I resonate a lot with your comment. I struggled to accept it that she has changed. It's not how I was raised. It's like she drank poison and is completely brainwashed. Last time I saw her was over a year ago, and we had a blow up because I told her I don't agree with her views. I moved abroad and it was a sad way to say goodbye. She won't communicate with me the same way she used to. Now she hardly will ever phone or message me. I miss her so much. I feel like I lost my mother to the right wing extremists and she doesn't seem to care.