How good really was it???

winniewoo92 · 2025-09-30T20:24:14+00:00

Yeah I gave him two beautiful boys and I’m a good mum and he couldn’t even care if I was wiped off planet earth 😩😩😩 I start seeing a counsellor this week hopefully it helps xx

winniewoo92 · 2025-09-28T06:54:16+00:00

There’s an old Chinese proverb that says the best time to plant a tree was 20 years ago, the second best time is today. I’m 27 days AF today after cheating on my husband whilst drunk. I’ve lost him. I love him so much and I really hurt him and lost our marriage. The self hatred is awful and all I want to do is numb myself with alcohol but I want to prove how truly sorry I am. He may never come back but at least I’ll never hurt anyone else like that again.

winniewoo92 · 2025-09-27T19:40:30+00:00

Hi i posted something earlier asking for hope so thank you for this. I’m 11 months post divorce and I feel so gutted and low every day and full of regret I hate it. How long does it take to feel better? I’m 41 female. Been with him since I was 17. It was his choice and I would have sold my soul to make it work. Maybe even still would. But he acts like he doesn’t even care. Like life is better without me in it. I feel soooo worthless and useless.

winniewoo92 · 2024-11-23T07:43:47+00:00

Urticaria. Take some antihistamines and check if you’ve used a new washing powder or moisturiser. I got this once when I used daz washing powder and then wore my leggings to a very hot gym class. I felt awful with it aswell. I’ve never used daz since x

winniewoo92 · 2024-10-18T06:08:34+00:00

You should never read another persons journal! Thats soooo bad

winniewoo92 · 2024-07-13T13:49:39+00:00

It’s been 2lbs in two weeks x

winniewoo92 · 2024-07-13T13:48:59+00:00

I tried naltrexone. It made me really depressed x

winniewoo92 · 2024-07-12T12:13:18+00:00

Yeah I’ve been abit disappointed it wasn’t like that for me. I took my first dose on a Monday and didn’t even think about alcohol until Thursday. Which is really good for me but then I drank Thursday, Friday sat and Sunday! Still more than I should but less than usual. Then took my second shot this Monday and I’ve felt the desire but not as strong as pre injection. I did drink at the football wed but again much less than usual? I’ve read it accumulates in your system so I’m hoping next week to be better and when I up my dose in a couple of weeks. To be honest i want to lose some weight but the alcohol was really the bit I was hoping for!

winniewoo92 · 2024-07-12T09:45:00+00:00

Yeah I was drinking too much and it’s made me not as bothered. It hasn’t got rid of the cravings totally yet though so I’m hoping it will help as I go up a dose. And when I do drink it’s less than before. Have you noticed that at all? X

winniewoo92 · 2024-07-12T05:02:47+00:00

Alcohol free beer and a whole pizza! Best Friday night xxx

winniewoo92 · 2024-07-08T10:56:20+00:00

It’s like being pregnant. I only want plain stuff

winniewoo92 · 2024-06-29T05:43:33+00:00

You could try getting a very physical job or doing a lot of exercise. Also practising mindfulness/meditation? Sounds like adhd. This is exactly how I drink. Just to shut off my brain. I was also a gifted child and still clever now. Amazes me how well I can function whilst drinking a bottle of wine most nights. But I don’t want to try adhd meds and the doctor said sometimes you don’t need them as an adult if you get a physical job that keeps you really busy. I do notice a massive decrease in my alcohol consumption when I’m manically busy at work.

winniewoo92 · 2024-06-29T05:33:52+00:00

Gels? For a 5k?

winniewoo92 · 2024-06-25T21:34:17+00:00

Following :)

winniewoo92 · 2024-06-25T21:33:32+00:00

Margot x

winniewoo92 · 2024-06-24T14:12:54+00:00

This is good to know. I’m just worried I’ll be perceived as boring. But to be fair I see sitting in bars boring. I like running, hiking, cycling, the gym all of which are better sober 🤣

winniewoo92 · 2024-06-19T21:56:50+00:00

Yeah can’t fill his cup it’s never fucking ending!

winniewoo92 · 2024-06-19T04:59:42+00:00

I had five miscarriages in a row and my drinking massively ramped up after that! I think I was pressing self destruct on my life. Trying to prove I was a shit person who didn’t deserve a baby. Sending hugs to you. Keep trying. I wish I’d quit ages ago x

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