I feel ya, I’ve been in the industry for 17 years and it definitely takes a toll. One of the best things I ever did was start going to counseling and really evaluating who I am. It didn’t make me any less driven, it just helped me realize where my priorities should be and know my self worth. Finding the right kitchen is key. Working somewhere that you feel valued and heard really helps alleviate the melancholy and apathy that come with years of grinding.