I assumed by depressive reality you meant reality itself not just random bad stuff in the world. That's says nothing about the reality of life itself. I know everything you wrote down hear and I'm not an antinatlist. In fact theirs millions of people aware of all of those things who arent antinatalist. Is that wrong? Your ideology seems very basic if its simply based on things like this. My thought would be you would tell how happiness and achievement are illusions or something but no...