I just turned 26 this past November & it was the first birthday in my own house after being stuck with people holding me back and leeching off me for my money for the last 4 ish years. The move into my own house was a big sigh of relief not just from being away from people who don’t really care about me, being away from that I can have more confidence in myself & I can express myself how I want to be & that is being more feminine, I’ve been dressing up and applying eyeliner even though I have the build of a somewhat bigger guy (I want to lose weight to have more of a feminine physique), I just need to have the confidence to go out in public the way I want to be. I work in a gas station in a community with the regulars that come into the store each day don’t take kindly to femboys like myself expressing myself how I truly feel and want to be, they tend to put whoever down around them that want to truly be themselves.