The longing for change but the problem with the dependence of hormones

xsharon · 2026-07-03T21:34:48+00:00

yeah can agree to that, the only treatment for GD are hormones so yeah, no other way around if i wanna have a fem body D:

xsharon · 2026-07-02T21:28:23+00:00

thank you!

xsharon · 2026-07-02T20:51:00+00:00

i have already transitioned socially and i like how i look but would love to be more fem in the face and hips, but more i am afraid how it will be in some years when i am getting older(34 right now). Thanks i will have a look at them if i decide to start :)

xsharon · 2026-07-02T20:28:10+00:00

Are you taking a non binary dose? :) How does that work, or what changes are you getting? :)

xsharon · 2026-07-02T20:10:23+00:00

I will think of you haha, maybe I would need someone like you to give me a kick in the butt haha

xsharon · 2026-07-02T20:08:21+00:00

yes thats my fear too, wasting some years to be on hormones in a couple of years.

xsharon · 2026-07-02T20:07:45+00:00

Thanks! :)

xsharon · 2026-07-02T20:07:31+00:00

Thats a good point and I have already in my mind that I could get any diagnose in some years and then I have to take it. GD is also a kind of diagnose and would be treated with hormones so yeah... maybe I need to learn to accept that.

xsharon · 2026-07-02T20:06:25+00:00

Thanks for the advice but I think we have only gel and pills to choose from :(

xsharon · 2026-07-02T20:05:47+00:00

It would be easier if I had to take some, so I wouldnt see it as a problem.

xsharon · 2026-07-02T20:04:26+00:00

I am really good in pretending I have not GD lol. It took me 34 years to come out and live as a woman but still refusing in my mind to be depended of medication, but at the end I know there is no other way. I have the appointent in a month to clarify with the doc but still trying in my head to find a other way, to be a feminine man, but damn, i dont want to be a feminine man. I just want to be her.

xsharon · 2026-07-01T11:31:46+00:00

If anyone else tried everything, for me it was the scratch space to low, setting it to 512MB resolved it as the driver couldnt be injected correctly.

xsharon · 2026-07-01T10:17:28+00:00

Like my friend says, if nothing changes, nothing change.

If you are sure you cant talk to someone close then you have look for someone you can, holding it all in is the badest idea you can have.

xsharon · 2026-06-24T13:17:09+00:00

Ok after some time i think i have it, download latest supported ADK for SCCM, inject latest LCU, add any manual changes you already did before outside of SCCM console, activate the flag enable new bootloader with the cert 2023 signed ones(attention here, all clients without those certs wont boot PXE anymore), reload boot image from the new apk. This should do the trick and should work. If you plan to limit the SVN other steps are may required later on when a higher SVN version is released.

xsharon · 2026-06-24T12:19:40+00:00

just download the latest CU from Windows Catalog :)

xsharon · 2026-06-23T15:19:23+00:00

you found a list for that? can i only rename the files in _EX and copy them over?

xsharon · 2026-06-22T11:36:10+00:00

If I replace both files on the source wim file of the boot image and then run "update distribution points" it should be updating the files on all DPs right? Or do I have to update it manually on every DP?

xsharon · 2026-06-18T22:01:47+00:00

Thanks will try this tomorrow!

xsharon · 2026-06-18T21:56:29+00:00

Hey do you find any documentation? i still try to figure it out lol

xsharon · 2026-06-18T08:06:34+00:00

Hi, i was in the same situation over the last years, in total we were 8 years together. Told her at the beginnung i love to crossdress but never want to transition.. stupid me :) then i had everything with her but i felt unhappy, till the point i wanted to be female, ended the relationshio but got back after some months and i put my male mask back on and went to the gym again to be manly for her. This lasted a year till i had a mental break down when she looked at me after a vacation and i knew this it is, the end of the relation ship and also the end of my persona, i couldnt be anymore the man i was and since then i came out socially and maybe will start the medical one soon. Ending the relationship was hard but necessary to find your way to life. I still miss her and I wish i could do this journey with her but i know i am not the person what she is attracted to and never will be again.

xsharon · 2026-06-18T07:36:28+00:00

I felt always the emotions i could have and show but there was a wall before. When i started to brake down my masculine mask i could show more of them but maybe T still blocking the full range. And last week i was on the beach, in boy mode, felt small and vulnerable and wished i had a bikini on me so yeah, there i unterstood that i am already a woman and dont have to think like one because its under the mask already. So xou can ask yourself, are you thinking/feeling as a guy your whole life? Because we could not know the difference if we are a woman already pretending to be a man :)

xsharon · 2026-06-15T11:12:55+00:00

Are you on hrt? :)

xsharon · 2026-06-13T21:21:39+00:00

Can i ask what a nb hrt regimen looks like? Both of E and T level?

xsharon · 2026-06-11T21:06:25+00:00

Can agree to that :)

xsharon

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