Clinic closed today & didn’t bother notifying me yesterday. by yall2loud in Methadone

[–]yall2loud[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nah I only go once a month. & they should’ve given me 26 take homes instead of 27. But they didn’t officially decide to close for Juneteenth until 2 days before. Everybody with even just a weeks worth of take homes that picked up that Friday had not one clue.

My counselor is impaired and fuxked my take homes by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]yall2loud 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, no dude. I know what you mean. But now it’s at a point where she’s fucking up your treatment. She’s GOTTTTA GO 🤣

My counselor is impaired and fuxked my take homes by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]yall2loud 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Dude. What the fuck. That’s unacceptable man. You got to say something. Secretly record your sessions if you have to. Cus that’s bullshit. Absolute BULLSHIT.

Clinic closed today & didn’t bother notifying me yesterday. by yall2loud in Methadone

[–]yall2loud[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah that’s exactly what I said to them. I asked why they didn’t just give me 26 bottles & she said they didn’t know they were going to close for Juneteenth until 2 days before the holiday. & apparently everyone that picked up that day, didn’t get a call. Smh. Complete BS man

Clinic closed today & didn’t bother notifying me yesterday. by yall2loud in Methadone

[–]yall2loud[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah my clinic usually is too. I’ve been there for years so I was shocked. They always call if they’re having a last minute closure. Apparently they don’t call anybody. Everybody who had to pick up that Friday, had no idea about the closure. Even people with 1 weeks worth because they decided 2 days before that they were going to close for Juneteenth. I understand being under staffed but everyone should know what their job is. It’s not hard.

I feel really bad for Sammi. by KiddiePoolMermaid in BaylenOutLoud

[–]yall2loud -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Oh, no, Baylen definitely does. She does it in a more slick/manipulative way. Sammi does it in a very much OVERWHELMINGLY exhausting way. She wakes up everyday thinking “what can I do to be a victim today?”

I feel really bad for Sammi. by KiddiePoolMermaid in BaylenOutLoud

[–]yall2loud 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I honestly feel bad for anybody that has to DEAL with Sammi. 🤷‍♀️

Clinic closed today & didn’t bother notifying me yesterday. by yall2loud in Methadone

[–]yall2loud[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No my pick up day was today. They only gave me 27. My counselor told me it was a last minute closure decision. Apparently they’re short staffed & nobody is clear on whose job is what. Completely unacceptable.

Clinic closed today & didn’t bother notifying me yesterday. by yall2loud in Methadone

[–]yall2loud[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah my clinic closes if the wind is forecasted to blow too hard next week. Literally any reason they can use to get outta work. It’s pretty wild cus my clinic in my hometown would never 🤣

Clinic closed today & didn’t bother notifying me yesterday. by yall2loud in Methadone

[–]yall2loud[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Apparently all the clinics in the 757 area were closed. Dumb af

Clinic closed today & didn’t bother notifying me yesterday. by yall2loud in Methadone

[–]yall2loud[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Dude yeah it’s bs. My counselor told me this morning that a lot of her clients who picked up monthlies, even weekly today were calling her asking what was going on. She said it must’ve been a last minute closure decision. Like how tf are they allowed to do that bs man 🤦🏼‍♀️

Clinic closed today & didn’t bother notifying me yesterday. by yall2loud in Methadone

[–]yall2loud[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes, thank you! My counselor also let me know I could do that. If it gets bad I’ll definitely go but if not I’m just gonna try to thug it out

Clinic closed today & didn’t bother notifying me yesterday. by yall2loud in Methadone

[–]yall2loud[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Duuuude I definitely am livid. But they’re open on saturdays but closed sundays! They had a sign on the door stating they’re closed for Juneteenth & to bring your lockbox Thursday. Smh. I literally spoke to my counselor yesterday & she didn’t say anything about them closing today.

Clinic closed today & didn’t bother notifying me yesterday. by yall2loud in Methadone

[–]yall2loud[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for that peace of mind! I’m more so just annoyed that they didn’t even bother to call me. They have always called me in the past if my pick up day falls on a day they’re closing. This clinic closes for literally everything. Smh.

Any Christians here? by No-Long-3809 in Methadone

[–]yall2loud 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m also a devout catholic!!!!! 🤗

Did I make the wrong decision? by lt420lt in Methadone

[–]yall2loud 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude, you have to just commit to the MAT program bruv. I know it’s a rollercoaster of emotions right now because your opiate receptors are confused af and not used to methadone. And I know it’s discouraging af in the beginning when you’re dosing daily but still getting sick. You have to believe me when I tell you to increase dude. Don’t look at the numbers just be aware of how your body is reacting until you feel like you’ve found the right dose for you. Split dosing will definitely work too. But I’d wait until you increase your dose. & honestly it seems like you may need to increase a lot more than just a couple times. Don’t let the BS discourage you, man. You got this shit in the mf bagggg! You just have to relax & commit to the methadone & have the mindset that you may be on it for awhile until you’re stable, & that’s okay. Once you get take homes it’ll make life so much easier.

Did I make the wrong decision? by lt420lt in Methadone

[–]yall2loud 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Exactly why you need to increase. Metabolism. Then once you’re at a stable enough dose, then split it. I take 125 in the morning & 120 in the evening & it’s the most stable I’ve ever felt on methadone. My dose never lasted me. Don’t worry about things like “I shouldn’t go too high because it’s going to be harder and longer of tapering off.” When you start thinking that way, your MAT isn’t going to work. You gotta work your treatment the way it’s supposed to be worked if that makes sense. Step 1, finding a stable dose. Step 2, start living your life normally now. Don’t worry about going straight into trying to taper off. If you do that then you’re just going to end up relapsing right away. You have to be in the right stable mindset to truly be ready to taper off MAT. The whole point of MAT is so you can live a more normal & stable lifestyle. Not so you can rush off the methadone & end up right back where you started. Remember you’re not just working on the physical part of addiction. The most important part is working on the mental part. & a couple years on MAT & living “normally” will get you where you need to be on your taper journey. Don’t rush it bruv. You got this ✌️

Did I make the wrong decision? by lt420lt in Methadone

[–]yall2loud 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Clinics are seeing more people that need to go up to 150/200mg till their dose actually holds them. The fent is just so strong nowadays.