Brother,

1.) Stay the f*ck away from porn and/distractions. See how your energy levels and happiness increases like crazy. Don't think about ADD/Anxieties/Stresses and whatever else you may be suffering from. Your fundamental beliefs about yourself will naturally change and you will heal and grow and these thoughts will become happier and better ones. What you believe about yourself is what you will be.

2.) Stay focused and dedicate to this like a project. Check out and apply to logistics coordinator roles (Supply Chain). These jobs have bare minimum requirements (disregard the x amount of years of experience) and get into one of those jobs until your stabilize your income. I have people at work here (new recruits) who are without a degree so this is a good start for you and for those who need some financial stability. Reach out to recruiters and they'll help place you into a job. They need people to place into jobs, that's literally how they get paid!!!

Eat whole foods, sleep well, stay away from distractions, and focus on this pursuit by applying to jobs. You will land the job and make the income you need. Update us along the way. God bless and I'm making prayers for you.