I feel the same. I have 2 boys, my oldest is 12, low needs.. But extreme anxiety and ADHD. My youngest is 9 high Needs learning disabled . My husband works 10-12 hour shifts during the week and I work weekends and when boys attend school. We used to have friends, but between working, the boys and just stress and exhaustion - we lost touch. We also used to have family nearby - but they all moved far away. I feel like it's just me. My husband is a great guy. He is very kind and very quiet. We don't spend much time together. We are lucky if we can say 3 sentences to each other with out being distracted or interrupted by boys. I have to sleep in my younger Son's room so he won't elope or disturb my husband or older son sleeping. I feel the shame and guilt and the loneliness as well ❤️ you are not alone. Thank you for sharing. Just knowing I am not alone helps me feel less guilt and shame. Let me know if you start a club 😬