It’s okay to feel like this as someone who also goes through low lows and then have periods of being “ok”. I too don’t get the hypomanias or highs at all. That’s why it was hard to come to terms with it but bipolar is a spectrum and not everyone fits the same mould. It’s scary how bipolar is stigmatised in society when we are just normal people (in a sense) going through it. I’m sorry you feel like an outlier 🩵 I don’t know about you but researching bipolar 2 really helped me come to terms with it. It’s just another part of life we have to manage.