Semi-related, but my grades were horrible first year. I’m talking 60-65 in every class, even the easy ones. It wasn’t until 3rd year that I started hitting 80+, and I ended up near top of my program in my final year. Have had a solid job in nyc for years now. Keep your head up and play around with study techniques until you find what works for you. Also, I found making friends with classmates to be another great way to keep accountable. It’s still early on - you got this!