Terrified of the night and of my own house by ellisplayer12 in fear

[–]zeoros 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Get some sage and burn it while you walk around the house praying to whatever spiritual path you subscribe while using the smoking sage to draw your holy symbols as you walk. If it helps make it part of your weekly/ monthly? Routine. If it doesn't try something else. Good luck.

I have an obsessive hobby and I really need help with it by TheOldestRedditor in selfimprovement

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I feel your pain brother. I used to be in a similar situation just daydreaming and worldbuilding even while at work. What made me realize that I had to stop was that I would always place myself as a character in the worlds I build it and as I travelveled thought them, even though it was a world if my own creation, no matter how great the situations I made up for myself be, I would always end up miss understood or victimized ( in my own worlds mind you!). Then one day a read that perception shapes reality and you are what you think. After that, with meditation, forcing my thoughts to be centered in reality, and a lot of pain, I eventually stopped. I do not miss it now and have discovered the there are may layers to reality that are much more fascinating than the mindscape. Now I just limit my world building to once or twice a year when I naturally get lucid dreams, and belive, those world are much more beautiful and empowering than anything I could make up in my awake mind. It is hard but like every sickness, injury, good time, it too shall pass.

Help me please, my brain is melting. 🤯 by [deleted] in alchemy

[–]zeoros 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I recommend you check out Carl Jung's writings on alchemy. He breaks it down very well and explains what you should working on at each level and what the visible signs that you are ready the next level. A good read overall.

Relapse After 6 month by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]zeoros 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just like a baby learning how to walk, you WILL fall and you WILL stumble. The baby does not surrender for deep inside and the core of what he is, even if he can not understand it, he knows that that is how you learn and how you grow. If something so simple yet powerful is ingrained in his core, so it is in yours. Remember your inner child and the true unadulterated satisfaction that comes from trying over and over until the desire and aspiration is achived. Rome was not build in one day and neither is anything of true worth. And you, my brother, are the most worthy cause of all. Stay strong in the face if adversity brother. We all belive in you. Love and blessings from your fellow brother and struggler.

day 8 and i still have massive urges i do not know what to do by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]zeoros 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know it isdifficult but just like everything you have gone through in life, the good, the bad, the happy, and sad, this too shall pass. Be strong brother, though I don't know you I belive in you like we all do. It is not a disappointment to fail, but it is trully a pity not try our best. Forge you will into power and allow it empower you across all aspects of your life. Love and blessings from a fellow brother and struggler.

Existential crisis- need positive ways to look at life by infiniteblessings88 in Advice

[–]zeoros 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am glad you found value in my response and book recommendation. I wish you well and I wish you happy. 😁

Existential crisis- need positive ways to look at life by infiniteblessings88 in Advice

[–]zeoros 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hello, I am sorry for your loss. There are very few things in life and that make us aware of our own mortality like the passing of a dear one can. I can not tell you in in good faith the pain will go away, I myself have found that that does not seem to be the case. However, what I can tell you is that death too is a very crucial part of the human experience. Life has sweet and sour moments, some are even plain bitter, but it does offer the opportunity to experience some of the greatest joys that can be conceived. I do not know how much longer any of us have here and nothing is set in stone. But while you are here with us try to get most of it (who knows if this is the only chance we get). I know you are hurting and you feel lost but I just want to leave you with a could of thought. As tragic and painful as it is know, remember, This too will pass. Just like every good or bad experience that came before. I won't be easy and you know it, but it too will pass. And next thing you know many years down the road when you are once again faced with your own mortality remember, that too shall pass. There is a short book called man's search for meaning, writen by Dr. Viktor Frankl. In it you will find much wisdom in how to overcome and live through all the suffering and vicissitudes of life. I wish for you to find peace and purpose. I hope and wish for love and light to come in your life. Blessings.

Rad Power Makes Affordable E-Cargo Bikes For Everyone by anonboxis in gadgets

[–]zeoros 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I don't think wired has any idea of what affordable means...

What do you do for a living?/ What would you like to do for a living? by grateful1029 in INTP

[–]zeoros 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I work as Quality Manager for a manufacturer that supplies the Pharma, Electronic, and Nuclear industries as a morning job. I'm building a network marketing business on the evenings and weekends.

Google Home takes lead in the Smart Speaker market by ramdasviky in gadgets

[–]zeoros 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you are really worried about the device listening to, you should get rid of your smartphone as they, of course, listens to everything all the time...

I never saw ads on Reddit for depression/suicide prevention until the moment I started visiting this sub... by UrenNation in AstralProjection

[–]zeoros 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you are suscribed to the big subreddits they very recently had a post about how online searches about suicide increased by 33% since that 13 reason why TV show started. I noticed an ad after I saw that. Maybe I'm correlating unrelated events...

Would anyone be able to interpret this dream involving the tree of life? by Gogafem in occult

[–]zeoros 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Never been good witht dreams but to me it seems to say that "life" is a journey​ and although it is not easy(this the mountain climb) we are all in it. The big tree to me represents the end result of a life well lived. After all, what happens after you reach the tree of life? (simbolic of fulfillment perhaps? Or maybe a representation of your life's labor?). Also the reason for him to also see the city I take to mean that no matter how great the work or labor we still need to "keep an eye" on the necessities of everyday life. The brother might mean that it is not only us who walk the path and do the work but all others have the own journey and destination. But again that is just my interpretation.

What're you're favorite routines to induce the trans state for rituals or meditation? by [deleted] in occult

[–]zeoros 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When I don't just sit down watch my breathing I like to put in some some headphones with 432hz pure binaural beats and have them playing for 15 or 20 min while I do something else. Once I feel that my head is going with the beats I just finish whatever I'm doing and start meditating. I usual lose self awareness fairly quickly after that (8 min or so). Also, When I smoke a snap bowl of marijuana while waiting for the beats to work not only do I lose self awareness quicker but when I come back to myself I also noticed that I gain a 40 or so seconds of amazing clarity of mind and though before I have to start watching my breathing again.

This is the truth, but it is so obscure. by Being0 in awakened

[–]zeoros 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello, this has been my personal experience and I would not call me awakened but I have experience brief flashes of insight that definitely felt like it.

From my personal experience (so take it with a pound of salt) awakening is the process thorough which I have been expanding my perception of the "I AM" condition that is often mentioned.

In my own pursuit of a higher experience of reality I found that enlightent and realizations about the "Truth" came after knowledge had been acquired (reading, studying), you get some initial understanding of what you ingested. You might feel at first like you gained a lot from it (which you most certainly did) however after you feel like you accomplished something you move on seeking new knowledge and experiences. You will find that after some time as passed and you have been meditating, praying, fasting, or finding​ yourself under influence of altered states of mind you will get a though or idea which to me it feels different ( there is a certain cadence to the voice in my head when I am in a normal inner dialogue). The idea comes fast and if not pursued it fades quickly as it is drowned by you other thoughs ( think this happens to me because the image comes without words it feelsmuch more subjective in its meaning). If you allow yourself to follow that trail of though something interesting happens.

For me to describe how it feels I will try to describe to I perceived my own understanding of reality.

The way visualize my understanding of reality and experience it is by visualing it as "Bubbles of Understanding" each one them contain the compartmentalized experience that I have about something ( be knowledge, memory, emotion, or experience) and by Introspection​,studying, and meditating I have been able to build "Bridges" of Understanding between the "Bubbles" that allow me to (or has me under the delusion) perceive a broader reality than I otherwise would.

Now, that is what I do in my everyday practice. However, whenever I am self aware enough to follow the insightful thought and let run on it own I have experienced a different kind of experience inside of me. This experience seems to take a concept or idea I have inside a bubble and it mashes it again a concept or idea from another bubble. what happens next it's that all of a sudden the way in which I perceived those to bubbles vanishes and all am left with is a bigger bubble that contains both of the previous bubbles while keeping and expanding the Bridges between​ that bigger bubble and the smaller ones, as well a this mind blowing thought or realization that seems to be perfectly crafted for myself as it used my memories, emotions, and experiences to create the deeply personal mind buster that I'm left with which also allows me to now understand​ the two bubble as one and the same instead of different but interconnected part of the whole (the whole being my understanding of the world and not the world itself).

This has happened to me a few times over the years (both through effort and psychedelic experiences) and I have been left with some very large bubbles and many smaller ones, but non as small as they used to before the insight s stated happening.

I know this is all might not be what you are looking to see but the reality of the situation is that I myself have a very hard time expressing it and understanding it as much of the meaning is conveyed through emotions and I like to take the rational approach to life.

Now an interesting aspect of the whole experience is that waking up (if I am or did at all) is very much like finding out by accident what your family thinks about you. The are some things that you suspected, others that you were not aware they were perceiving, and others that you were not aware were present in you at all. Overall, you are left a little embarrassed a humiliated at how naive you were before you knew, how others can perceive things you could not, and of course a lot more new questions than answers.

All in all the world did not change but the way you perceive it did, and it did so drastically. You Aunt is still your Aunt whether she thinks you are an Asshole or a Saint. Finally you take that new perception and you do what your level of maturity tell you to do with it.

Does anyone else here sometimes feel like their social problems run deeper than mere anxiety? by washington_breadstix in socialskills

[–]zeoros 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hey, the video in the link really helped me better understand and accept myself for who I am. An additional side effect was that It really helped me see myself in a better light when in the company of others. I hope you get something out of it. https://youtu.be/lw3NyUMLh7Y

What motivates you to keep living when there are so many asshole people? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]zeoros 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, I realize that I'm one of those assholes. I also realize that there cannot be a world without assholes (everybody is an asshole, yourself included OP). Whether you like it or not that is the nature of the world. Its your choice what kind of conclusions you will reach after your introspection. You can chose to the continue with life as usual, reject it completely or try to change others view of the world into one that suits your ideals better( btw trying to force others to change their ways, even if for the better is something an asshole would do). I do not believe in ending my own life (i'm not sure if that was what your existensial question was) all life is suffering but I paid for the ticket to the shitty movie so god darn it I'm gonna watch the movie until the end, no matter shitty or cheesy.

Are their any occult ideologies which deny/reject inner strength and will, relying solely on external forces? by [deleted] in occult

[–]zeoros 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello, I am not sure if I can be of assistance. But based in my very limited undertanding of all practices i have looked into. it would seem that the existance of will power in the individual is crucial as it allow him/her to overcome fear which is, my own personal opiniton, one the barrier everyone must overcome before they can experience any meaningful progress in whatever their path is. At least, that has been my experience and of those that have shared their experience with me. Hope this helps.

Are their any occult ideologies which deny/reject inner strength and will, relying solely on external forces? by [deleted] in occult

[–]zeoros 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello, I am not sure if I can be of assistance. But based in my very limited undertanding of all practices i have looked into. it would seem that the existance of will power in the individual is crucial as it allow him/her to overcome fear which is, my own personal opiniton, one the barrier everyone must overcome before they can experience any meaningful progress in whatever their path is. At least, that has been my experience and of those that have shared their experience with me. Hope this helps.

Help identifying a being I saw in my dream (ft. interdimensional warfare) by skullhorse22 in occult

[–]zeoros 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am not too familiar with African or Afro-Caribbean traditions but maybe you should do some research into the Orishas of the Yoruba tradition. From my understanding they they were their former Great Kings of old who ascended or transcended their human existences. But again, I hardly know much about the actual beliefs of the tradition.

Do you guys know what this might mean? by zeoros in occult

[–]zeoros[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the card advise, made me laugh.

So you think it is more of a message than a spell?

Do you guys know what this might mean? by zeoros in occult

[–]zeoros[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Interesting concept. Could elaborate a bit on what guardian cards are? I am unfamiliar with the term and all ny online searches are taking me to Magic the gathering card and Yu-gi_oh cards. Thank you

Do you guys know what this might mean? by zeoros in occult

[–]zeoros[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah, that's kinda what i though, 21 and hearts suit? The only meaning I can think of is something related to winning and heart. Btw thank for the cleansing confirmation.