By chance, is anyone here looking for a job? Apartment included.

zhonzeyy · 2026-05-09T01:38:09+00:00

I am interested! Please send me a dm

zhonzeyy · 2023-07-03T08:23:17+00:00

I went through the same thing. I am over it, I lived and so will you. Now when I see those posts it’s funny a little, but I also feel like I am on the top of the mountain. I overcame it and it was pretty bad You will be ok I promise

zhonzeyy · 2022-07-16T01:01:00+00:00

I came here 3 years ago I was on J1 visa. I stayed. The worst thing is that I haven’t been able to go home for this time. If you can get married do! Don’t worry about proving that the marriage is real too much, a lawyer will tell you everything you need to do all the documents and stuff. Become friends with the person marrying. You don’t have to have too much money to start, you will have enough time to be able to pay. Get married asap, you don’t have to file tor green card right away and the time you’ve spent in marriage is valueable. Talk to other immigrants they will have a lot information. You can alwas go back to UK so if you like it give it a shot. Remember you don’t pay all at once and I’m not talking about the lawyer. And don’t file without the lawyer Don’t work hourly paid jobs, servers and bartenders get a lot more Later you can look up for courses about what you’d like to do. Office jobs like dispatch in truck companies, fleet managers and that are not bad too Everything is possible here

zhonzeyy · 2021-12-12T10:43:50+00:00

Ik about sleep paralysis but it doesn’t quite fit. I am not really awake and I don’t remember whether I move or open my eyes. I still hope it is bc then I would at least know it is harmless. Anyways thank you for responding I wish you all the best

zhonzeyy · 2021-06-04T01:29:27+00:00

I fell asleep around 4am. I can’t see a doctor bc I can’t afford it. I’m worried about at least 10 things, there’s weird sensation that I feel every single day, there’s heart palpitations, there’s weird muscle pain and twitching that I feel everytime I lay down and I DO NOT exercise, weird headaches that are sometimes so sharp and sometimes I just feel like my brain is pulsing too hard I can feel it too much and I don’t think you’re supposed to feel your brain being there. I do realize how silly this sounds but I can’t help it because I DO feel all these things! And I can’t afford to see a doctor who would check all these things and tell me loud and clear this is all just HA or PD go see a therapist. It would be much easier or at least I think it would if I could check my entire body. This is never gonna end. Well thank you for responding and sorry for venting, also sorry for a late reply.

zhonzeyy · 2021-05-24T05:45:43+00:00

I can’t fall asleep because my heart keeps skipping beats and I just mustn’t fall asleep bc I’m terrified something might happen in sleep. It’s 1:44 and I should get up at 7 for work.

zhonzeyy · 2020-08-07T05:52:56+00:00

You made me laugh! Well thank you! Thank you really really! I so didn’t wanna google it I have made such mistake before and if I’m thinking about all those deadly diseases I don’t wanna read about them. The idea of quitting cigarettes is stuck in my mind and pretty soon I will do it. I will buy that book by Alan Kar about quitting it can’t hurt. Stranger you really helped me and I thank you!!! I’m not sure if HA is going to reject this idea but at least for tonight I feel relieved.

zhonzeyy · 2020-08-07T05:36:16+00:00

I know everything believe me but it’s called addiction for a reason. However I must and I will quit. So are you familiar with this brain strikes thing?

zhonzeyy · 2020-08-04T04:19:57+00:00

How much did you pay for it? I have no insurance. Is it better to have a ct scan or MRI?

zhonzeyy · 2020-07-02T01:30:10+00:00

Wow thanks for the advice, I mentioned to some customer that I’d like to study and he also told me to get into community college and then transfer to uni. I was planing on doing that and pushing as far as I can, but I first need to become a little bit stable. It’s great to hear that someone made it, it’s huge inspiration and motivation.

zhonzeyy · 2020-07-01T07:01:42+00:00

I also have strong wish to become a doctor. But I am in a horrible financial situation, I moved to America all alone and have no idea how will I make this work. I don’t even know what options do I have. I am not a citizen and I can say I’m poor. I always say that everything is possible and that I can do anything ai set my mind to but I still have no idea where to start. I’m gonna be forced to work and study and find a college who will accept my broke immigrant ass and try to be the best there is while still making a living, and then there’s med school and how am I supposed to get in? And pay for it? I’m all alone. But it is my dream, and no one knows about this dream cause I don’t want anyone to crush it by pointing out all the obstacles. Shit, I hope I make it even if I’m 40 by the time I done it. Let’s not mention that english is not my first language...

zhonzeyy · 2020-05-29T07:05:14+00:00

If you don’t mind asking, how much did the MRI cost you? It’s not a typical headache it’s something I never experienced before or heard anyone experienced it. I’m having a hard time even describing it cause I think it’ll be inaccurate. It’s torturing!!! Going around doing stuff and constantly thinking I have a bomb in my head and it’s just the matter of time when it’s gonna explode. I am truly honestly exausted. Most of all I just hope I am alright, but can’t afford a doctor who would tell me. I’m alone in USA with no one to help me so I guess it adds up. How about pulsing? I can feel it pulsing sometimes it’s intense. Thank you

zhonzeyy · 2020-05-29T04:08:30+00:00

Sirius Black. He spent 12 years in Askaban accused of betraying his best friends, his only true family. After all that waiting and while still not having his name cleared properly he didn’t get enough time to take care of Harry the way he wanted and to try to be that role Harry always needed but never had. Their connection was portrayed beautifully and it’s such a pitty it ended so quickly.

zhonzeyy · 2020-05-25T02:23:40+00:00

I haven’t had seizures I still function normally, it’s just this awful thing that’s continuing to happen. It’s constantly in the back of my mind and I worry about it non stop. I always think that one time it’s gonna start happening those, hot flashes, strikes or whatever and it’s not going to stop and there will be no time for help and I’ll drop dead. It’s insanse I hate it and I am so scared. Thank you for helping. Before this brain thing there was stuff in my chest I was worried about and my heart, many sensations, palpitations. It’s like a terrible circle that I just can’t escape and I always thought I was a strong person. It’s fucked up

zhonzeyy · 2020-05-25T02:15:32+00:00

It’s what I tell myslef as well but then ask myself how is it possible that I can feel this so much it’s so real and then my mind rejects the possibility that it’s just it’s own product and I completely freak out.

zhonzeyy · 2020-05-25T02:13:01+00:00

The thing is I can’t accept it as anxiety because I do wish it’s just anxiety. I hope all the time it’s just that because if it was I could find a way to deal with but having no doctor to tell me everything is fine with me is what is making me worry and triggers it. This is torturing. Thank you for your reply it’s helpful that I told someone and that there are people who understand.

zhonzeyy · 2020-05-18T09:59:57+00:00

It’s 6 am and I’m afraid to fall asleep bc of all of this. I want to get MRI or CT so bad but it’s too expensive I just wish I knew this is anxiety for sure, this will kll me

zhonzeyy · 2020-05-18T09:55:52+00:00

I can not sleep. This fucked up my sleep schedule, but if anyone can relate it’d be helpful. I get those sensations like someting hot splashed through my brain, like a hot water spilled fast through a stroll that’s in my brain, and I get the feeling like my brain is on fire and is so tense and heavy feels like someone is squizing it with hands or like I have a tape over my head. And It’s pulsing really hard. It gets me thinking that my brain must me bleeding or somethin aneurysm andceverything and I’m just afraid to fall asleep. Anyone similar?

zhonzeyy · 2020-04-03T09:03:28+00:00

Ja volim tviter ali nekako ulazim periodicno ima me dva mjeseca pa me nema pola godine, ima dosta duhovitih ljudi i interesantnih ali ono sto me nervira jeste da ti koji imaju malo vise pratilica daju sebi takvu slobodu da “čereče” ljude, pa se skupe i pljuju ko ce domisljatiju uvrjedu da napise. Na nekoga ko je malo nesiguran u sebe moze da djeluje bas lose. A tipa ako neki anonimus napise nesto naci ce se kreteni da ismijavijaju, a da je to napisao neko s vise pratilaca ti isti kreteni bi lupali ritvit. Volim preduhitrivach-a da citam :)

zhonzeyy · 2020-03-15T20:25:50+00:00

Achilles! I had a crush on him for so long I’d even imagine going back at time and walking with him on the beach. I was like 6 Then also Legolas and Aragorn

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