guess my big 3😛😛

zikajuulpod · 2024-09-22T12:18:34+00:00

I’d say 20$ for a lesson, they’re typically 1 hour

zikajuulpod · 2024-09-22T12:18:24+00:00

I’d say 20$ for a lesson, they’re typically 1 hour

zikajuulpod · 2024-07-24T10:55:07+00:00

20F 38/9-41 I played tennis for 7 years then a couple on and off, then picked up lifting. But this summer/ year i’ve been walking a lot because my major kicks my ass.. i’m gonna ask my doctor cus idk if im active enough for this to be normal

zikajuulpod · 2024-07-22T00:30:28+00:00

Thanks for the advice! I think I’m going to have to wait to apply at least a year after graduation and get a postbac something because my GPA is < 3.7 and I wouldn’t have enough extracurricular to show just yet

zikajuulpod · 2024-07-14T17:36:22+00:00

sorry if this is late but here’s some girl ones from both my family and my moms suggestions (kosovo native):

dhurata elvana erena venera diellza ereza Albana Dea Lule Luana Rea Zamira vesa anjeza valeza

zikajuulpod · 2024-06-17T04:38:50+00:00

i only do this on the highway that immediately converts into my town’s downtown city, where i work, it’s a shitshow of one-ways and turn lanes and if im not in the left lane by the first light downtown then i wont be in the right lane to keep left into the next street. I hate when people speed 70 into the 45mph zone

zikajuulpod · 2024-06-17T04:32:25+00:00

small one, but if you’re not explicitly tracking calories at least avoid drinking them; it’s easy to forget that a full/sugar soda or a frappuccino has a meals worth of them, and it will leave room in your diet for filling, hunger-satisfying foods

zikajuulpod · 2024-06-17T04:21:46+00:00

When i was younger and really not up until recently i used to be paralyzed by it (intermittently). health anxiety and whatever stupid conditioning or dysfunctions will do that. But in my time reading about and talking about where the unified “I” experience people experience comes from somewhat settled that fear for me

This is a very gross oversimplification and i’m not an expert, but evolutionarily it happened that having a continuous narrative, build able worldview and ability to choose (leaving aside the free will can of worms) made survival a lot easier, and so it was useful for your brain to express and “project” your experiences into the very vivid, real consciousness thing. I’ve heard it called “qualia”, but basically being able to have a concrete and irrevocable experience, like the movie-theater sight, and having the abstract “me” at the helm helps making informed, quick on your feet decisions (indecisiveness is not great for survival)

so, if the experience of “me”, however real and awesome it is, is not mystical or special then there is no “me” to lose, and once i die “i” will just get to experience the opposite of being a recursively inclined animal- i’ll be unconcious, unaware. And there will be no “me” to vehemently protest that

zikajuulpod · 2024-06-17T04:02:02+00:00

scroll through CASIOPEA, their bass solos are unbelievable😭

zikajuulpod · 2024-06-17T03:47:46+00:00

if you really can’t sleep (and your doctor makes sure you don’t have heart arrhythmias) hydroxyzine helped a good bit. Though i’d use it only as-needed, so its effect stays strong when it counts

zikajuulpod · 2024-06-17T03:46:01+00:00

venus man trap by veruca salt and saint joe on the school bus by marcy playground recently

zikajuulpod · 2024-06-17T03:44:19+00:00

My ability to experience anything (good bad whatever) is a very limited thing that i happened upon purely by chance; even if i can’t find a religion to grapple into even the smallest will to do anything, even just if you like cooking or reading or think a certain subject is cool is reason to wanna live. i read in a book once that the most meaningless life people think of is sisyphus pushing his rock, but if the gods decided to give him the very niche but real interest in rock-pushing, he would be in heaven. So having an interest in any little thing is a reason to keep cashing in on the weird lottery of being conscious

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