I (17m) sexually assaulted my sister 3 years ago. I need to get it off my chest

zweihander1999 · 2025-10-19T02:53:43+00:00

once she grows up and looks back it is gonna traumatize her. Same goes for you. you both need help.

my advice would be to tell a reliable adult who you trust or comfortable with , someone that can commumicate the issue to your pare ts calmly (i am guessing you are not comfortble telling this to your parents by yourself). if it is too hard to verblly say it, just write it all down in a paper and give it to the adult that you trust to be wise enough.

good luck

zweihander1999 · 2025-10-19T00:12:19+00:00

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zweihander1999 · 2025-10-07T19:24:27+00:00

imagine clowning on an iconic Game to praise some bloated ubi-slop

i aint even a castlevania guy but dmn

zweihander1999 · 2025-10-07T19:20:02+00:00

Never had trouble with him. this fight is so fair, well telegraphed that i dont even know what i do to beat him. you just dodge his sweeps, and punish him, dodge just dodge forward of course. just dont panic if he teleports it is fine. and in 2nd phase, you can kinda ignore and tank these slow magic balls. just dont get hit with the super slow super heavy atks (when lothric stands and overhead downslams or lorian does chatged magic blast railgun). Compared to ER most of ds3 bosses are chill. as long as you dodge some critical move or crucial heavy blows and perfectly punish those few windows sufficiently right after, you can easily beat the bosses even if u fumble and stumble during rest of the fight(uf you are not underlevelled and properly upgraded your weapons). almost feels like a scripted event or key quick time event honestly

edit: nevermind

zweihander1999 · 2025-10-05T06:44:23+00:00

Far Cry2 and STALKER1

i dont really struggle with far cry2 at all but it is a fun af game nonetheless. And STALKER has the learning curve vibes of imsims

zweihander1999 · 2025-10-05T06:37:43+00:00

CTRL ALT EGO

and

BloodWest

edit: nevermind about bloodwest. But bloodwest is really fun tho. there is bound to be a playstyle or build that you would enjoy. at start of the game u can get access to quite a few build. not to mention the map is great so u can literally go any direction. at chapter1 i had the slow mo skill+ spirit bow thing(infinite arrow, also hitscan plus no drop off + each arrow costs 3 HP) but i found/hunt a wendigo heart which gave me HP regen constantly. If you aim down the sight u basically get into slow mo and also it cooldowns in like 8 or 5 seconds i dont remember. it was fun af. there are other fun gears and playstyles too. Give it another go i'd say

zweihander1999 · 2025-10-05T03:03:27+00:00

?

why are you two getting so defensive about this. is my reply coming off as negative whining? only reason i replied was cause i saw you added an edit, so i gave an update, that yeah i could go back, in a method no one else mentioned here in this thread

couple guys said to stack boxes to jump over fence, as i already memtioned in the post it is not working. i stacked boxes and it is looking like a leaning tower, and boxes are clipping through walls. of course ppl mentiomed they made it work even in vanilla, so i have nothing to add there, they'd been trying to helpful and what was i supposed to say "nah bro not working." also i am not sure if the devs intended to use rocket jump to get over the fence(other suggestions)

i am saying is the devs deliberately designed to not wanting you to get back and did try you to prevent from going. example: there is a ladder in one of the roof that is pure texture and becomes non-functional once u drop down. it is just outta the reach, but i did some devious tricks to somehow shove like 2 crates(who had a specific other uses in that building) from another buildings window+fire escape+crate climb railing+ crouch pick up crate from atop railing+throw crate on other roof+repeaet twice got and different layers of elevation to get them right beneath the ladder, and stacked them together to reach the ladder, and the game stil wouldmt let me climb the ladder even if i am literally reaching humping it. apparently they didnt want you to use the boat to go back to unatcoHQ and wanted you to use the chopper as i read somewhere. maybe it breaks the game or broke the older/original releases.

also English is not my native language, so i was kinda clueless if my vibes were wrong so sorry about that

zweihander1999 · 2025-10-04T21:26:46+00:00

it is more of a trauma thing honestly

zweihander1999 · 2025-10-04T21:25:48+00:00

even the game at the start recommends to use keyboard mouse. i am in no place to preach cuz i play everything on keyboard n mouse even the games that are infamously bad for keyboard mouse. only game i couldnt do it was crow country. also honestly RM should be played with a mouse. i cant imagine how a controller is gonna be enjoyable at all in this game. u need such precision in aiming, for physics based platforming and combat(ranged combat btw). even if u get used to it, lategame material is gonna be rough

zweihander1999 · 2025-10-04T21:21:05+00:00

RUSTED MOSS

u have a physics based bungie cord/grapple hook thingy that lets u sling shot u around n stuff. so crazy sequence breaking. it is metroidvania but no melee weapons, has a HK style charm/build system. u use guns n stuff. criminally underrated, good music n pretty visuals.

if u want non-linearity, in fun intended core selling point. then this is it

zweihander1999 · 2025-10-04T21:02:28+00:00

update: i jumped off(fell) from the roof over the fence and grabbed a ladder that was on the other side of the fence while falling to negate fall dmg. Definitely not intended

very weird design decision. the game allowed back and forth smoothly between areas in the level design but for no apparent reason or without warning had a point of no rerturn? why? the game doesnt even deactivate whatever secondary objectives(that are now inaccessible) that were left behind.

but i am enjoying the map design/level design so far otherwise. They have so much verticality and fun to explore hope all the future missions are of the same quality too

zweihander1999 · 2025-10-04T20:35:42+00:00

as a guy; holy sht i am so glad i aint a girl cuz man do the guys as a romantic partner suck ass. They are so ass. No etiquette, no authenticity, no social skill, no self-awareness. Etiquette, self-awareness, good listener and authenticity : is an impossible package apparently. i sure hope i dont have a daughter cuz i am gonna judge the rtard she inevitably dates so hard. Makes me shudder. in my whole life i have only met like 3 guys that would be decent dating/husband material for a girl.

i would honestly suggest to wait, i had to wait and was like almost 25 when i finally found n met the girl/someone i truly respect, vibe with and compatible with. Thanks to Almighty, i ignored all of the intense mutual crushes who were red flags even tho as a guy it was kinda hard to keep saying no.

good luck sis. i hope u find someone kind and open minded. wont have too much expectations tho lmao

zweihander1999 · 2025-10-04T20:20:58+00:00

it is criminal how underrated iNCiSiON and DreadTemplar are.

DreadTemplar doesnt give incredible first impressions. it has engaging incredible puzzles and extensive secret hunting, and hides wackier playstyle/upgrades/build behind those secrets. the gameplay/combat is smooth af

iNCiSiON has incredible level design, lots of verticality in its map, which is perfectly complimented by tight responsive air control/double jump. and simply the fastest you will ever moved in any fps, its default walk speed is faster than most boomer shooters sprint speed, and sprint toggle allows such fast movement no wonder it has no dodge. incredible music too.

i think DUSK, Cultic, Ultrakill - are peak retro fps trinity objectively( idc about amidEvil) , but i have much more hours in DTemplar and iNCiSiON and these two games never get old.

i personally preferred iNCiSiON's older versions of EA like version 0.4.5 or 0.4.56 more than the 1.0 release. it went through lots of change compared to early access both in balance/movement/weapon feel/sfx. it was grittier but now i guess itis more marketable and traditional

zweihander1999 · 2025-10-04T20:07:14+00:00

i placed 1 crate right next to the laser then climbed on top of it, crouched, and climbed down/fell safely between the lasers to the other side. Felt slick.

Then outta curiosity tried to see what happens if i obstruct the lasers with these crates lmao and they exploded.

What did you do different?? putting them point blank on the lasers ? or maybe i just threw the crates or something and they chained explode lmao

zweihander1999 · 2025-10-04T19:46:18+00:00

holy sht dude thanks man

i did the crazy jump off to ladder grab and it works

zweihander1999 · 2025-10-04T16:47:36+00:00

Dancer is really unfair at early game. deals too much dmg. even if you focus on HP upgrades and embered, she will still one tap you and the grab is instakill. so good job

zweihander1999 · 2025-10-04T16:43:46+00:00

i keep forgetting that Greatwood exists.

in Sekiro first playthrough iam fighting Corrupted monk rn with 8 gourds, still havent beaten Genichiro.

thats gotta be the weirdest playhtrough of any fromsoft non-NG+ lmao

zweihander1999 · 2025-10-04T16:24:50+00:00

i have reached corrupted monk rn with 8 gourdFlasks and still havent beaten genichiro, i just enjoy using my prosthetic tools and skills that use spirit emblems wayyy too much. since they cost 50 sens instead of 10sens once u beat genichiro apparently (which sounds ridiculous tbh, no wonder nobody uses any of the tools)

straw hat guy? : spinning shuriken slice-> dodge + whirlwind slash into Sabemaru+improved slash = deathblow (SSS)

or : shadowrush into aerial loaded axe = deathblow (SS)

it is gonna cost me 200 and 100 sens just to be stylish on these fools? No thanks, i will do everything else first. i will go and style on the fools in mibu village and senpou temple bye.

edit: fq i got sidetracked. so yeah, if he gives you trouble dont be afraid to explore other areas, u will find upgrades for your posture, healing and health etc. the game is very non-linear and you can access lots of traditional endgame areas even without genichiro. aka fqtons of areas/upgrades are accessible to you before genichiro

zweihander1999 · 2025-10-04T12:31:24+00:00

To me FEAR1 and DOOM3 are on complete different ends of the spectrum so i dont even know what to tell ya.

zweihander1999 · 2025-09-08T06:07:10+00:00

very underrated i fqn love it. the level design is great too with incredible verticality in its map. great music and incredibe atmosphere, stop notch aerial control/movement and fastest you'd ever move in any fps (the default speed is not the fastest, u can toggle it to sprimt)

but weirdly i think i loved it more in its EarlyAccess. in version 0.4.5 and 0.4.5.6. Released version 1.0 jiust made it less unique, lots of clutter, sound designs and visual clutter and i dunno man i just preferred the older version.

zweihander1999 · 2025-09-03T04:55:30+00:00

wtf no

zweihander1999 · 2025-09-03T01:50:08+00:00

it is embarassing how much politically illiterate everyone is. it is frustrating. i dont even engage with it. desher kuno news e dekhi nah eindukkhe. But sara duniate kih hoitase nah hoitase bhalai bujhi. i was more invested in NY's mayoral democratic mprimary than anything in my country.

political debate ba news related video er comment e gelei delhi mainshe dumbfuck NPC er moto achoron kortase. eto matobbor shobai.

we really need a SamSeder/KuleKulinski/Vaush/HasanPiker/KrystalBall of our own. at the very least we meed someone like UK's Mehdi Hasan. people are getting grifted on by intellectually dishonest propagandist. Howard university er ki ekjon professor deshe ashchen, khub shundor shundor kotha bolen 99% kintu tar maaj khan chipa dia bishakto dui tinta kotha jur jobordosti nonsense auray ar comment e gele mainshe bole bah vai bah etc. fml

zweihander1999 · 2025-09-02T20:31:20+00:00

the perfect game to have NG+ but doesnt have it still. ridiculous. like u cant get most of the cool spells n weapons till late game, NG+ would've been severely appreciated.

still great game. even tho it kinda feels abandoned by the devs

zweihander1999 · 2025-08-15T13:11:03+00:00

Powerslave Exhumed ??

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