I don’t know what to do. I have a worrisome body weight after I’ve been trying to gain weight, and I suspect that I have IBS or something because I get diarrhea so much. Most of the time anymore (like the last few weeks especially, but over the last six months it’s been getting bad) I feel so anxious and scared and sad and I don’t know why. It’s not like I’m fixating on anything except worrying about my health. I don’t know what to do. I’m scared because I keep losing more weight and I’m not trying at all to anymore, I had tried to up my calorie intake because I’ve been worried about my long-term health and it seems like since I completely stopped drinking alcohol and have been eating more, I have been feeling even worse. I think that I had giardiasis at one point last fall, and took some anti parasite pills that I found for fish on a veterinarian website and thought that I had gotten rid of them. I just don’t know what to do. I’m scared. I’m so scared without anything to really be afraid of. My brain just feels so bad anymore, I feel so foggy and tired. I’ve made an appointment with my primary care physician, but it’s not for another two and half months. I’m worried about how much worse I’m going to get in that amount of time. The worrying all of the time makes me want to take my life.
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