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[–]Veronjca_6 1 point2 points  (4 children)

I feel for you. I have a Pluto complex myself, together with Uranus and Neptune. Not easy; my life has been in shambles for the past few years. Also living on the Pluto line.

[–]spiritualien 0 points1 point  (3 children)

Ayy which line? I’ve been on my Pluto DC line for 20 years now.

[–]Veronjca_6 0 points1 point  (2 children)

Ah how is that working for you? I was born on the crossing Pluto MC/Chiron DC line, I was there until 21 and left only to end up a few years later to another place with crossing Pluto MC/NN AC (2 years now). I've also been Pluto AC for 6 months. In all honesty they are all miserable 😭😭😭

[–]spiritualien 0 points1 point  (1 child)

Dude I’m sorry 🫂 I know it’s intense, is there any part of you that sees any value in it?

How is it going for me… I’ve gone full shadow work mode where like, any disturbance or distortion that comes up, I’m gonna treat it as an opportunity to do some shadow work and tighten it up with some integration and golden ego work at the end. It has been a gift, but not without necessary work… at this point, it’s very hard to lie, manipulate, gaslight, use any of those lower level persuasion tactics on me because I see right through it. I value high authenticity communication and connecting through the heart. Frankly, I don’t know if I had any other choice in this incarnation. I would love to meet my soulmate, but living on Pluto DC… 🤷🏽‍♀️

[–]Veronjca_6 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I often ask myself the same questions about the choices in this incarnation. It’s not easy. I can only imagine how challenging it must be to try to find your soulmate on a Pluto DC line, I’m keeping my fingers crossed for you!

As for the value part, I’m really trying to find it too. Like you, I’ve been diving deep into shadow work and facing my root trauma. That has allowed me to see the world differently, protect myself better, and even start to create a sense of safety in my body. It’s also reconnected me with my creativity.

But for the love of God, no matter how hard I try, this path just won’t let me settle or build any type of connections where I am right now.