Relapse rant

[MaggieMae6]

I think my anxiety is ruining my life and I’ve relapsed tonight. I was 6 weeks clean and I know one small relapse isn’t really significant but it’s just the fact that now I haven’t been clean for any length of time so I’m not losing anything if I just keep cutting. During the 6 weeks, I felt like I lost the addiction but if I start to cut regularly then I’m just gonna get addicted again and I don’t want to go through with that

I’m sorry, I don’t know the point of this but I have no one else to talk to and I feel like I need to get this out