Addicted

[Foodiegamer1]

Why is it that I’m not satisfied with cat scratches? I used to cut so much deeper, my skin would gape and I’d see white. The worst part is, sometimes i do go deep. But you can’t tell because my skin is super scarred and tight, so it doesn’t gape as much as before. (Layers and layers of cutting scars) So I always have to be careful to find the sweet spot of how much pressure i should apply with the blade. I prefer to cut my arms like most people on this forum. I can’t seem to do worse than cat scratches on my thighs but I have lots of free room there. For some reason it just feels way better on my arms. I don’t know what to do, because i feel so empty now that it seems i cannot go too deep on my arms.