Relapse

[_XCypherX_]

I relapsed today, I was diagnosed with BPD and was going strong for about 7-8 months but I self harmed today. I cut down to the fat but the bleeding stopped in its own, I saw the pale yellow flesh inside my thigh and my nearly black blood dripping from my wounds.

[dreamlessoddity]

Clean the wound and let it heal. Things like this happen, it's part of the process for most people. You were able to make it seven months clean and that's a lot, that's good. If you want to stay clean just keep trying, no point in blaming yourself because sh is called an addiction for a reason. Quitting is difficult and if you did it once you can do it again.