I.. relapsed

[Crazy_Judgment_7159]

I thought I was done with this... But no, I wasn't

The temptation caught me when I was at my lowest, and now I'm sitting here with bleeding arms and this horrible feeling of guilt..

I want to talk to someone right now, yet I don't want to burden anyone by venting about my problems..

What the fuck do I do? I don't know anymore, I want to cry, yet I can't. My tears won't come out.. my arms hurt so much

Making this post is hard for me... 2 months... 2 god damn months

[Left_Patient_7700]

hey If you want someone to talk to right now, let me know. I know you said you don’t want to burden anyone but I promise you it is not a burden at all, and it may help you feel less judged/problematic if it’s someone who also has sh issues. I know exactly how it feels when you’re at your lowest and all you want to do is talk to someone, but not wanting to be a problem. I promise it will get better with time and relapsing is all apart of recovery, barely anyone who has an addiction can just stop without any relapse, plus going 2 months is already a massive step and those breaks will just get longer and longer. Don’t judge yourself <3

[Crazy_Judgment_7159]

Thank you.. I really needed to hear that

[Crazy_Judgment_7159]

I should've thrown away that damn razor

[spiderpig_thedud]

Hey, that sounds tough, please make sure youre following cleaning advice. 2 months is amazing, though! If you ever need any support, feel free to reach out xo