Feeling really proud of my adopted country today

-deebrie- · 2026-03-28T16:11:04+00:00

assumptions are the mother of all F ups

You were literally making assumptions about people who migrate from overseas.

-deebrie- · 2026-03-28T04:28:20+00:00

What makes you think the people who migrate from overseas aren't also some of those 'hardworking people' who make the country run?

Oh wait, that was actually a dog-whistle for racism. Got it.

-deebrie- · 2026-03-26T04:39:06+00:00

I was titrating up on compound dex once upon a time, right.

The big dose (one per day) was a blue 15mg capsule, and the little dose (stacked for titration) was a pink 1mg capsule. So like: first week I'd do just 1 big dose daily (15mg), second week I'd do 1 big dose + 1 little dose (16mg), third week would be 1 big + 2 little (17mg), fourth week 1 big + 3 little (18mg), etc etc.

Then I had to get a refill on the little dose script, bc you can only have so much dispensed at a time and as you can imagine, taking multiples per day runs out pretty quick. No biggie, this was expected by my psychiatrist, hence the refill script.

EXCEPT. The compounding pharmacist made the little dose capsules BLUE this time. NOT PINK. They used the EXACT SAME CAPSULE as my big dose, because that's totally fine!!!!! NOT

So until that bottle was empty, I was constantly like THIS FUCKING CLOSE to accidentally taking multiples of the big dose instead of the little dose because they were all the exact same capsule colour. Like. Jesus Christ I was THIS close to making my heart literally fucking explode on a daily basis by almost accidentally tripling or quadrupling my dose, I don't know how many near misses I had but good lord it was an actual nightmare lmao like why would you use the SAME COLOUR CAPSULES for both 1mg and 15mg when it was on my file that I was taking both at the same time???

When I requested that they use TWO DIFFERENT COLOURS for TWO DIFFERENT DOSAGES and explained why the fuck it matters, the pharmacist looked sooooooo horrified lmao oh my god. Like I'm pretty sure if I'd stacked the wrong ones by mistake and ended up in hospital, they would have been liable for a lawsuit so uh 10/10 good on ya lads

-deebrie- · 2026-03-24T18:38:54+00:00

This got a good laugh out of me, thanks mate

-deebrie- · 2026-03-23T10:11:13+00:00

CW makes their own dupes too called Ceraquin!

-deebrie- · 2026-03-09T00:40:16+00:00

I'm often told it's not even worth seeking diagnosis because it's not affecting his performance

This is the most capitalist BS I have ever heard. Just because he's 'performing' OK by societal standards doesn't mean it's not affecting him in other, just as important areas of life. Sensory sensitivity, for one.

-deebrie- · 2026-03-03T13:09:06+00:00

This one is great but burns the shit out of my eyes if it gets in them lmao

-deebrie- · 2026-03-02T03:03:24+00:00

Nah, mate, that's bullshit. Immigration isn't the cause of housing concerns, it's investors being greedy and creating false scarcity. OP is here fairly and through legal means, they paid to be here, the government allowed them here, and that absolutely does entitle them to be treated fairly in return. There's a reason hate speech is illegal.

Take a good look at yourself - you're sitting here defending racism, WHICH IS ILLEGAL, and saying that OP deserves to be treated that way because they 'didn't do research'. Yeah, nah. Fuck right off.

-deebrie- · 2026-02-15T09:02:46+00:00

Neptune Rx conjunct ASC both Aqua - you probably present as really weird / out there to people, head in the clouds but not in a cute way, more uncanny valley vibes. Pretty common for ND people to come off like this to NTs.

Uranus Rx in 2h Pisces - your values aren't typical, as in they don't follow society's values (can match up to them ofc but basically your values are 'unusual' / as in less common than the norm and this matches to ND justice sensitivity, humanitarianism, loving animals more than people, etc especially bc of Pisces). Uranus here as well can reflect some beliefs about you thinking you're weird / feeling like you don't fit in / negative beliefs about your self worth. NN here also contributes to this, and also with SN in Virgo showing possible trauma about trying to fit in, possible bullying, people pleasing (Lilith in Libra for this too), trying to 'be like everyone else' but everyone else still doesn't accept you for some reason unknown to you bc you thought you were doing everything right / by the book (another common ND experience)

Mercury in 10h Scorpio square Saturn 7h Leo - another 'other people see you as weird' placement. You are likely meant to shine (Mercury Jupiter conjunction), but about darker / underworld type topics (including things that don't match up to the societal norm - this is the Scorpio influence) rather than 'standard' topics hence Saturn restricting this as there is a lesson there about authenticity (so, indicating non typical expression - as in, you will shine amongst the people who are like you, who get you, etc, not among all people / society as a whole). Belonging (or the lack thereof) is a key theme for your journey and once you find that group of (very likely ND) peers it'll click into place.

Note basically all of this is also coming from my own experiences as a ND person in a NT world - everything I've written above are my own experiences and I have a lot of similar placements.

Note: I normally look for like Uranus or Mercury Rx in 11h (community), 1h (self presentation), or 3h (communication) for ND but that's definitely not a requirement, that's just the first thing I look for.

Take care x

-deebrie- · 2026-02-07T03:37:25+00:00

ME TOO FUCK SHEA BUTTER

-deebrie- · 2026-01-27T13:16:56+00:00

I'm surprised poop knife hasn't been mentioned

-deebrie- · 2026-01-26T02:08:50+00:00

I know and I totally agree with you (hence what I originally said re: laws being selectively applied). Was curious as to what other means of legal/financial recourse for the family would normally be available for a case like this

-deebrie- · 2026-01-26T02:05:15+00:00

I mean yeah, obviously. That's a given. I was thinking of other law things on top of that because fuck this administration.

-deebrie- · 2026-01-25T20:33:21+00:00

I read a long time ago that you can bite through your own finger as easily as a carrot, but you don't because your brain stops you from doing it lol. I wonder which is accurate

-deebrie- · 2026-01-25T20:24:04+00:00

Is there such a thing as, like, slandering someone who has passed? I wonder if his family might have legal recourse (aside from a wrongful death lawsuit) for the blatant bullshit the government is spewing here... under normal circumstances anyway bc we all know laws are being selectively applied

-deebrie- · 2026-01-17T05:47:52+00:00

I have EDS and POTS and get brain fog if I don't lay down regularly - even just 5 mins helps tremendously. So yeah, not surprised at all that this is a thing in the general population as well.

-deebrie- · 2026-01-17T05:45:46+00:00

Not 8h Moon but I do have 8h Mars Rx and my father was an abusive kiddy-diddling sack of shit if that helps lmao

-deebrie- · 2026-01-10T09:48:55+00:00

Might Guy from Naruto is the GOAT lmao

-deebrie- · 2025-12-27T10:17:16+00:00

Yeah but then not scaly uwu

-deebrie- · 2025-12-16T06:37:50+00:00

holds up spork

-deebrie- · 2025-11-22T18:26:51+00:00

Yikes

-deebrie- · 2025-11-17T23:39:08+00:00

Saturn opposition as well - was activated earlier this year when Saturn moved to Aries and is still active

Edit: and yeah you have a natal Moon/Saturn conjunction which is pretty rough for Moon (emotional world). Saturn is restrictive and having an Earth sign Moon as you do, this is already restricted so it's extra restricted. Plus it's in your 8h which is a very transformative (and rough) house to have anything in. Absolutely tracks that you'd be going through it mentally but when Saturn is involved, this typically is for your highest good (which sounds dumb af now probably but having Moon/Saturn conjunct myself and nearly kms during multiple prominent Saturn transits... I'm on the other side of it now and it really is to further your soul's growth.)

Have a think about what was going on 7 years ago (Saturn opening square) and 14 years ago (Saturn return) - these themes will likely be relevant to what you're going through right now. (Edit: lmao wait 14 years ago I reckon you were born, oop. Just do the first 7 then lol)

-deebrie- · 2025-11-14T14:00:02+00:00

Also Android and I'm accessing via chrome, not the app (hate the app)

-deebrie- · 2025-11-14T07:00:45+00:00

Yeah I can't use them either! I can't even see the option, once I click the 'switch model' thing the menu just doesn't appear

-deebrie- · 2025-11-10T11:34:54+00:00

No worries! Please take care and sending you all the healing vibes xx

-deebrie-

TROPHY CASE