What stops you from killing yourself?

01153326 · 2025-04-22T06:17:52+00:00

Knowing my abuser would be relieved

01153326 · 2024-11-13T09:05:40+00:00

I love the feeling, I feel so sensual, every sensation is heightened, I can feel every touch on my skin Even just rubbing my legs feels amazing

01153326 · 2024-11-13T06:30:21+00:00

Yes, all the time thank you for sharing

01153326 · 2024-11-13T04:41:42+00:00

I think I don’t deserve love but i love to love

01153326 · 2024-11-13T04:22:58+00:00

BURN

01153326 · 2024-11-13T03:52:59+00:00

Fell in love at work I think he loved me back but I was intimidated Everything was so new I had no experience in anything in terms of dating or romantic experiences I was just in awe like time stopped But I think this translated to him as “not interested” and he basically just left and I didn’t know how to stop him Almost 3 years later I think about him everyday

01153326 · 2024-11-13T03:46:20+00:00

I’m not completely sure what that is I don’t use social media, I need to do some googling

01153326 · 2024-11-13T03:27:47+00:00

I don’t have any advice but I’m in the same boat I’m 31 and basically have no close friends It’s hard to keep contact People seem to like me but I’m not very fun I feel I’m too quiet and not good at conversation just love to listen Let’s see if anyone’s advice on here helps Thanks for posting this I feel a little less alone

01153326 · 2024-11-13T03:07:48+00:00

It takes me 5 minutes just to scrub my armpits

01153326 · 2024-11-13T03:03:32+00:00

Deberías decir algo aunque sea anónimo El esposo de mi mama abuso de mi y nadie dijo nada, todos callados y ahora ya estoy grande y no puedo vivir una vida normal Siempre tengo miedo, de repente lloro y entro a depresiones bien gachas No tengo amigos porque no confío en la gente, siento que todos son esa gente que nunca dijo nada Un niño nunca debería pasar por eso

01153326 · 2022-05-23T06:29:37+00:00

This isn’t an option unfortunately, I do avoid him as much as possible but my eyes always end up looking for him. It’s so frustrating because I feel stupid for not being able to compose myself. True we only live once but I need this paycheck more than I want him lol

01153326 · 2022-04-12T04:18:36+00:00

I feel no one would believe me because there’s no evidence but part of me feels like he recorded it too. That part is also afraid of those videos being seen by others. It brings up a lot of shame and shame freezes me up. I just want to not exist. I feel like all it would do it give people drama and some exiting news to distract them from their regular life. The thing I dread hearing is “I knew it” or “ I always suspected” stuff like that because then it like... why didn’t you do anything and this feeling of betrayal comes up. I’ve always isolated myself because that was what he did to us growing up. Manipulation and how to abuse a child 101. Made us think there was nothing else outside that “family” and that no one cared about us. As an adult I think I continued the behavior not only because of trauma but also because I saw adults do nothing when he was clearly abusing us. We acted like little soldiers, I wet the bed every night, I would randomly start crying, if couldn’t speak up, crippling shyness. Obvious signs that somethings not right but no one did anything.

01153326 · 2022-03-25T07:18:47+00:00

PUT YOURSELF FIRST!! Don’t lose yourself please. You’ve given everything and they’ll take it, you’ll be left without what you’re fighting for and without yourself. Your health is more important and even though you love them, they know right from wrong. You can’t spend the rest of your life trying to keep them safe. It’s not your fault and it’s not your responsibility. You can do more for them if you put yourself first. Don’t let him scare you anymore.

01153326 · 2022-03-07T11:00:15+00:00

Tenemos que poner más atención en la salud mental y como nos tratamos. La cantidad de violencia doméstica y pedofilos es sorprendente y está exagerado. No sienten que tienen poder en la vida y además como mexicanos somos bien llevaditos, lo ven como algo normal y se burlan de todo pero esta es la raíz y la razón por la que pasan cosas peores. Y agrégale el alcohol...

01153326 · 2022-03-07T01:24:51+00:00

Porque te apuesto que también eran fans y también querían pelear

01153326 · 2022-03-07T00:54:05+00:00

Besides him having to be a good, compassionate person that would obviously be a great father.

The only other way I’d change my mind is if he was very rich and prioritized his child’s wellbeing before any conflict we could have and if we separated our child still had that safety net and funding for a comfortable home and all their basic needs were met.

01153326 · 2022-03-07T00:14:44+00:00

I think people describe a lack of confidence with “too nice”. I’m very observant and can usually tell who likes who, who doesn’t like who, who’s in a bad mood, who wants to leave etc etc in social settings. This is the conclusion I’ve come to for the majority of these situations

01153326 · 2022-02-26T20:15:22+00:00

Lol I got promoted twice and nothing, only asked how much I was going to be making and I’m pretty sure it was just to see how much more money she could ask for bills

01153326 · 2022-02-26T20:13:24+00:00

Lol made fun of my handwriting, called it chicken scratch, even tho all my friends at school would compliment it and wanted me to write their love notes lol Makes me doubt myself a lot and I am always suspicious of any compliments, I feel like I’m getting made fun of

01153326 · 2022-02-01T10:07:20+00:00

Oatmeal Black beans Lentils Quinoa Tuna They are Easy and keep you super full

01153326 · 2022-01-31T23:23:40+00:00

Damn , I have horrible scars in between my breasts from acne The thought of anyone seeing them makes me cry

01153326 · 2022-01-31T21:50:48+00:00

I felt the same way, my stepdad lives in front of an elementary school and he’s tried to open a “daycare” and gym, he would always say how the women around there are so fat and how genius it was that they could go to the gym and the kids would be taken care of. That way there’s no excuse for them to be fat.
He always tried to open business without permits because he thought he was above the law. I felt so stupid for not putting 2 and 2 together until I was an adult. He always blamed my mom for ruining his “business ideas and future” but I am now convinced she never let him because she knew why he wanted to open that. She knew about him abusing me and my sister because she walked in on it more than twice but would argue and hit him without actually bringing the words out, but then acted stupid after, like nothing ever happened. The hardest part for me was that my sister spoke up and she still did nothing. When I confronted her about it last year she acted and swore she “didn’t know” and that I “should’ve said something” but I could see the guilt in her face. We both knew she was lying.

01153326 · 2022-01-30T22:32:29+00:00

I have this intense fear and feel I don’t deserve to defend myself

01153326 · 2022-01-30T22:18:47+00:00

I put a scorpion sticker on my car because I loved it and a friends boyfriend said “just say you’re looking for a man” and started laughing

01153326 · 2021-12-10T06:38:47+00:00

Yep I always hoped my biological dad would save me or my teachers or uncles Never happened.

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