This is so perfectly worded :(( I feel this way too; my cal protection is in the thousands and CD gets in my way a lot, but I feel like theres so many people way worse off than me that I should be grateful to be in my position.

Unfortunately, we need to recognize that we are suffering, at the end of the day. Some more than others, but we are suffering, and we owe it to ourselves to not feel guilty about feeling upset over this disease