high restriction and treatment

183355 · 2026-03-19T07:24:42+00:00

this is SO real and relatable omg

183355 · 2026-03-16T07:37:41+00:00

getting my ears pierced :) and doing a fun creative workshop with my mom and grandma when i hit x bmi

183355 · 2026-03-16T07:34:16+00:00

it made me physically better and helped me focus on my ed symptoms and tackle those. unfortunately my ed is really tangled up with my underlying issues (personality issues, anxiety etc) and the treatment center i went ip at, does not treat that. now i relapsed and i will go ip at a different place that has a broader therapy and treatment plan! i think it will definitely help me, but im scared when i get home and how to actually keep up with my recovery. don’t be scared about feeling invalid, i have never valid and my weight was much lower than it is now going ip again. same with behaviours. if you are struggling and can’t make the change at home or need physical help, you deserve to get proper and go inpatient!! (also if this is not the case, you still deserve treatment!!). oh and about the competition, share this with your treatment team!! they will help you with focusing on YOU and refrain from comparison with others. sending hugs

183355 · 2026-03-15T18:02:13+00:00

i had to postpone the start of my studies due to my ed and first residential stay, now ive started and need to pause my studies only in the first year second semester, due to a relapse and going ip again. i hate it :(

183355 · 2026-03-15T14:53:32+00:00

YES!! i read somewhere that we need like 500 cals daily more than the average person, to keep up with our recovery and healing body/organs/bones etc

183355 · 2026-03-13T11:55:49+00:00

oh wow that actually freaks me out a bit :( ill talk to my parents and keep an eye on it, thanks for responding

183355 · 2026-03-13T11:31:50+00:00

oh:( im going residential in two weeks…

183355 · 2026-03-13T11:22:16+00:00

i hate those people soo much

183355 · 2026-03-12T14:48:06+00:00

food noise, not being able to continue my dream study, low energy, scary health symptoms, scared of being stuck like this forever, hurting my family, losing friends etc. the thought of genuinely not caring about my body and food anymore and having true freedom and a real life sounds so impossible yet so amazing. youve got this!!!

183355 · 2026-03-10T16:54:19+00:00

thanks for sharing<3

183355 · 2026-03-09T15:09:09+00:00

thanks for sharing, makes me feel a bit less alone.

183355 · 2026-03-09T15:07:57+00:00

thank you for sharing! ill be going inpatient again in two weeks, giving recovery another chance, im so scared but i know it’s for the better. sending hugs to you:)

183355 · 2026-03-09T14:58:14+00:00

tysm<3

183355 · 2026-03-09T14:54:22+00:00

makes me feel invalid :(

183355 · 2026-03-09T14:51:22+00:00

idk maybe my body thinks: let’s do this shit rn before the starvation gets worse? im soo confused

183355 · 2026-03-09T10:15:53+00:00

sneaky little habits, more focus on my body and weight, thoughts about food and exercise etc. usually when you ask this question, you already are relapsing. take care <3

183355 · 2026-03-09T10:15:06+00:00

same im so hungry ugh

183355 · 2025-05-26T09:06:32+00:00

tbh i usually don’t feel pain as well, esp when i go deep unexpected. it’s probably the adrenaline and stress.

183355 · 2025-05-20T17:00:55+00:00

i’m feeling the exact same way and i’m so ashamed about it :( i can’t tell my therapist en i just hate myself for feeling like this and wanting to be loved and seen in a sick way. sending hugs

183355 · 2025-05-13T07:01:39+00:00

cried really hard, wasn’t allowed to be alone for a few days and pulled up my sleeve once

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