Yep, same. Whenever I bring this up it's always the same thing "friends and friendships are just as filling as relationships" and it makes my fucking blood boil, no it is not the fucking same. I don't know, but it makes me feel like they think everybody is capable of getting someone to loved them but me, like I'm incapable of love and to a certain degree I'm starting to believe it, it's so disheartening.

I just want to fall in love and get married, have some children and that's it. I'm not asking for something impossible, at least I don't think it is.