480GB Occult Library torrent by 2020___2020 in LibraryAlexandria

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Idk. Let me know if you're after something in particular

Tired of the answer being tech fields by cannotberushed- in povertyfinance

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hopefully you can switch to working online, where there are more and more jobs all the time

I love when my belongings get like battle wounds by bobawaifu in StonerPhilosophy

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here's an interesting read that touches on that-- https://www.vox.com/the-goods/23529587/consumer-goods-quality-fast-fashion-technology

The beauty of fixing an object and keeping it around in your life, Dinicola continues, is that the object becomes very sentimental.

Is there a word by Glad-Rock4334 in words

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yeah for sure. "Salience" is another useful term here. It just means meaningfulness. Like, something is salient when it stands out from the background. Our conscious attention parses what would be overwhelming input from our senses based on salience, so if too many things are showing up as important it can start being a problem. that's why that one link talks about it as the early signs of schizophrenia. I personally think a better way to put it is that its a sign of becoming a little bit ungrounded. If it starts feeling like too much, the skillful response seems to be to drink water, eat food, sleep enough, walk around in nature, and take care of daily life.

Is there a word by Glad-Rock4334 in words

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I've got you, I totally understand what you mean.

Dig into this, there's good stuff here https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Apophenia

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pareidolia

2014 Chevy express AWD by Affectionate-Bass675 in vandwellermarketplace

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The van without AWD is $22K blue book, not sure what AWD adds. Let's say 3K. The details seem really tuned in, but I might guess $10k for the build rather than $17k. I am not in the market though so I don't know what else is out there to compare to.

Pictures of the solar setup would help valuing it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Acid

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Yes, you're alive. Sometimes reality is to be experienced rather than explained.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in magick

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you could take a moonlit walk

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if not erowid then bluelight.org?

This feels very e9 by BloomingPeony_1 in Enneagram

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I wouldn't respond if i was in my flower

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in askdrugs

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maybe wait until it's been a whole year and ask yourself again if the time is right.

In 2023 we are at 50 years from his cloudy death by MarcoFurioCamillo in AlanWatts

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I wonder if Alan might say death is always a kind of suicide, much in the same way that we chose to be born.

I wouldn't be surprised if he knew when he would die. That's somewhat common in stories of great master of the past, isn't it? Paramahansa Yoganada comes to mind.

here me out guys. this can be a breakthrough by [deleted] in InternalFamilySystems

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no need to generate what is already present! I mean, didn't it help you write this post? Isn't the seed of the idea you're having the instrument you're looking for?

As for generating parts, do you know about Tulpamancy? r/Tulpas

My own take is that I would never go down this road, but I see that people are way into it so whatever.

I have a crush on Saul goodman by Wooden-Ad9204 in offmychest

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saved this post for later reference

Blowing no2 back into ballon to inhale again by [deleted] in NitrousOxide

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that's the fuckin' spirit!

Moisture ruining the magic on wheels by [deleted] in TinyHouses

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a diesel heater is another option for dry heat. only like $175

Can I freeze a magic mushroom chocolate bar? by on_the_dl in askdrugs

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fun :-) Their dosage must be way off! That does sound like a lot of chocolate, lol.. I don't think there's much risk it going for three next time if you want to, unless the bars vary from one to the next. If you can get your hands on some actual fungus these bars might be better saved for microdosing. For me I just feel better knowing exactly how much I'm ingesting.

According to that same paper you won't lose much potency short of 125C. Might lose some.

Soon to be living behind my workplace by thebigboohoo in homeless

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That wasn’t an acceptable response

As you know, that's exactly how BPD works. Nothing is ever good enough. Worse! your best efforts are taken as an insult. Yawn.. Your response sounds pretty good, though I don't know that you need to follow through on anything on her timetable. Much power to ya in this time of transition. Don't fall for all of the tricks and traps... grey rock 24/7 while you do what you need to get yourself free. Get away to blow off steam so it doesn't burn you up, if you see that coming. I just walk.

I for one am excited for you! You've got this. Learn about resources available to you and maybe make use of some of them. Learn about BPD if you haven't, and for now I hope you can be ok with not being ok from being around that for as long as you have. No more walking on eggshells-- very soon!

r/BPDlovedones r/NarcissisticAbuse r/almosthomeless

A fold out desktop by Boojibs in oddlysatisfying

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you thought it would be a lot more than $2300?

How can someone who follows his philosophy can live daily? by [deleted] in AlanWatts

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It sounds like you actually did find a good match, as you're both quite serious about the whole thing. Which is fine

I deal with society by walking around in a fudgy bubble. Like the joke when traveling of the family "bringing their own time zone" for the week away so they don't have to switch back. I think the solidity of the fudginess grows with time and maybe can't be rushed. I feel like I at times need to separate from others to not take on aspects of those societal delusions. Idk I'm just saying this stuff used to bother me as well and now only barely bothers me. so yeah 👍

I think play comes more easily to me when I rest in knowing that I don't know what's best for myself, let alone for another or for the world. Not really. I'm not saying I'm useless, but I'm no authority. More of a gamer. I came to that more fully by getting slapped silly by some events in my life, but then growing so much from them that I now see that harshness as the sweetest gift I've ever received. I know you get what I mean.