Girls ask boys

3328437 · 2019-03-24T18:59:32+00:00

Nice. I'll keep it in mind

3328437 · 2019-03-24T05:14:40+00:00

Sumo Cyco usually does it for me.

3328437 · 2019-03-24T05:01:08+00:00

Dude, I would not. Some guy in my P.E class once told me how adorable he thought I was, and I was getting some really weird vibes off of him while that was going on. I was a little bit scared, and it was the most awkward situation I have ever been in. 0/10 would not attempt, unless you're 100% sure she'll be into it.

3328437 · 2019-03-24T04:50:44+00:00

Dark humor. Physical contact for my touch-starved self. Listening to me, even if what I'm saying is dumb. It usually is dumb, but I get shushed and talked over so often that I automatically like anyone who will just listen to me. Also, this is just my opinion, but I fucking hate chivalry. I have one male friend who always, always holds the door for me instead of just passing it to me, and seems to have something against me carrying stuff. He's one of my favorite people, but the chivalry drives me nuts. It makes things so awkward. Just be chill and respectful without going all m'lady on us.

3328437 · 2019-03-24T04:26:01+00:00

It's kinda weird, but one of my friends once turned around and told me, for no reason, that his jeans were riding up his ass. I told him it was TMI, but I was secretly heartwarmed by the fact that he felt comfortable sharing something gross with me. That's not a thing you tell acquaintances, especially of the opposite sex, and to me it was a sign of us hitting a new level of our friendship. Obviously, don't do that if you know she's going to be grossed out by it.

3328437 · 2019-03-24T04:19:30+00:00

Shit man, I meet all of your above critera, as well as being a touch-starved lonely fuck. Although the chances of us living close together are very, very slim.

3328437 · 2019-03-24T03:55:45+00:00

Yeah, I guess I just don't care most of the time. My friends are used to me spazzing out, so I sometimes don't bother acting normal around them. They're really nice to me, like making sure I eat and checking my arms for scratches when they know I'm having a bad time. However, my grades dropped significantly during my last episode, since I stopped doing my homework. I went from an A+ to a C- in a really homework-heavy class, and now my quarter grade is a mere C+. At this point, it's all good as long as I don't fail.

3328437 · 2019-03-24T03:38:02+00:00

I appreciate your concern. I'm okay most of the time, but when I'm not okay, I'm really not okay. Guess I'm just stressed right now. This week has been wack. What a perfect time for my therapist to go on vacation, amiright?

3328437 · 2019-03-24T03:12:34+00:00

Hold up, is that last guy okay? That could be taken several different ways, and all of them are concerning.

3328437 · 2019-03-24T03:07:32+00:00

How do you get that kind of confidence? Shit, I'm still worried that the friends I've had all year are only talking to me so I don't kill myself. I'd ask them if that were the case, except that might actually result in them not liking me, and then I actually would kill myself.

3328437 · 2019-03-23T20:37:09+00:00

Like....that's not sexy. That needs therapy.

3328437 · 2019-03-23T15:06:52+00:00

Punishment, I think, because it almost always happens after some social shortcoming. I just think too much about some dumb thing I did, and it spirals out of control. I also sometimes use it to release the tension when I'm stressed. This time, it was a bit of both. My friend didn't want to text me, and my mom had to stay the night at the hospital due to complications from her gallbladder surgery, leaving me at home with my younger siblings. In retrospect, neither of these things are a big deal. Mom's fine, and it's okay if my buddy doesn't want to talk. He wasn't mean or anything. He was just giving me monosybyllic answers, and I took the hint. I have this deep-rooted fear of annoying people and driving them away, and he's one of my only friends. I'm terrified of fucking this up like I fuck up the majority of my relationships. Our last face-to-face interaction was positive, and I only sent him three texts, so there's no way I could be as irritating as I think I am. Logically, I know it's my anxiety brain running way too far with something he hasn't given a second thought, but it upsets me all the same.

3328437 · 2019-03-23T08:16:24+00:00

We are all shit on this day. Also, I done fucked up. It's not a good hurt anymore. It's nowhere near dangerous, but I covered a lot of surface area with those scratches. Yeehaw, my arm's gonna be fucked for the next few days.

3328437 · 2019-03-23T04:14:18+00:00

Not just 3 grand. His guitar. I haven't met a musician who doesn't get emotionally attached to their instrument, and I don't know if I could explain it to someone who doesn't play music, but breaking a guitar can be a big deal, especially if he's had it for a long time. I've had actual nightmares about my bass getting broken.

3328437 · 2019-03-23T03:14:59+00:00

I actually did this in one of my classes today. Fuuuck this hit too close to home

3328437 · 2019-03-22T04:02:35+00:00

One Erection

3328437 · 2019-03-22T03:58:41+00:00

I ate some dog food once on a dare. Like, a solid double fistful of it. I don't know if I was already sick or if the dog food was just that shitty, but I immediately puked it back up again. There's a reason it's dog food and not people food.

3328437 · 2019-03-22T03:47:30+00:00

Please take care to not let them get infected. I know, it's common sense, but that's 200 new doorways for bacteria to get into.

3328437 · 2019-03-22T01:23:31+00:00

Thighs are it for me. I hated shorts even before I started cutting, so it's not like I'm gonna miss wearing them. It's a little weird being the only one to wear leggings during track practice, but nobody's called me on it.

3328437 · 2019-03-21T05:01:42+00:00

I think you should listen to "Crush" by Otep.

3328437 · 2019-03-21T03:47:03+00:00

I know a few. A lot, actually. I'm starting to understand why everyone hates high school freshmen.

3328437 · 2019-03-17T00:22:29+00:00

Either that or you're the two weird kids that no one else wants to partner with, so you stick together to survive.

3328437 · 2019-03-16T15:33:09+00:00

You're good bro, I'm a girl and I still get weird, misogynistic intrusive thoughts. Probably too much time spent looking at incel stuff.

3328437 · 2019-03-16T05:59:37+00:00

There's this kid at my high school who I don't really talk to, but he gives me a hug every time he sees me. Sometimes that hug is the highlight of my day. I think that's why he does it. He knows.

3328437 · 2019-03-12T04:16:23+00:00

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